Me and My Love <3

it was the last day of summer for him, and man am i gonna miss it. if it wasn't for him, my summer would have been terrible. aren't we cute? :D today, well, yesterday he was wearing tripp pants...i had never seen him in them before, and it was driving me crazy! i love them on him!!!

i like his kisses! no, actually, i love his kisses :)

SUCCESS! he took that and got it FIRST TRY!

we were walkin to Speedway...as usual, lol

like every time we hang out we go there

we both like this one, just cuz :)

Photography - His Last Day of Summer

the first song i ever learned in German...

yes, those are some of the lyrics of the song Rette Mich by Tokio Hotel.

i heard it while i was with my boyfriend, he showed me the video.

i really wasn't a fan of Tokio Hotel...AT ALL!

i hated them actually.

but after i heard Rette Mich, i couldn't get it out of my head

i now realize, i didn't hate the band at all

i just don't like thier songs in English!

i like them in thier language, German

So i learned the song in German,

 it took me half an hour

but i really love the song!

i like the video verson of the song,
this one is from when the band was younger so its all high pitched XD

still sounds good though

i like the other better still...

i just said that like twice....

Lyrics - In The Nature of Love

I'm outside

soaking up the moonlight

i wish you were here, tonight.

I wont go
anywhere

just in case you want

to be here

i love the sky,

the stars that shine,

but none will shine as bright as you.

i watch the water flow,

i see the flowers grow,

but none will grow as strong as my love for you;

its true...

the sun rises up,
and then i stare
into your eyes,
i'd love to be there

the clouds may pass me by,
and i can't reach that high...
unless i'm with you cause then
i can fly.
'don't even have to try

i love the grass,
i love the clovers,
but even 4 leaves will never be as lucky as i am
i love the trees,
i love the breeze,
but you're the only breeze that could sweep me off my feet
i'll never be defeated...

I'm outside
soaking up the moonlight
i wish you were here, tonight.

I wont go
anywhere
just in case you want
to be here

Love Lingers in Life

—I guess after getting my heart broken time after time, i thought i would never find myself being in love...i had fallen in love twice and all that came out of it was my heart shattering over and over again. Now though, i think i really found the right person. The guy in the picture to the right is my boyfriend, Nicko. He's amazing.

—Its funny how we met, on my ex boyfriend's birthday we were all at Jane Hoop Elementary where my friend Brett was skateboarding. Pete and Brett's friend Pablo said he was coming and bringing people. Nicko was one of the people who came with him. I caught him looking at me a couple times (because i was looking at him too) but i never thought we would even see eachother again or even be friends or anything.

—On my last day of school, he found me and asked if i remembered him, of course i did, so i gave him my number and we were talking about random stuff. i thought he was really cool. The next day, Pete dumps me and of course i was devastated. Nicko said he wanted me to feel better so he asked me to hang out at the mall that Monday, so i went. He bought me coffee from Gloria Jean's and even took the time to walk me home We talked every day, and after only 2 weeks we had become best friends. I'd come to his house, and he'd come to my house. We'd talk for hours and hours about anything and everything and i wasnt even shy around him, it might have been because of how much alike we are. We were hanging out so much his parents thought i was his girlfriend...but i wasn't...and i wasn't planning to be. At the time, i really didn't want a boyfriend. After my last relationship shattered into sh*t, i didn't want to go through any more of anything,

but all of that soon changed...

—He told me he wrote a poem about me, i was really surprised. i told him i wanted to read it but he didn't want me to. After a while he finally decided i could see it. He rode his bike to my house, gave it to me, and left. he said he didn't want to see my reaction. Turns out, its the sweetest thing i've ever read in my life. (i would show it to you, but i don't know if he'd like that) That night, there was a thunder storm, a bad one. I'm afraid of storms and he was there to help me through it so i didn't cry my head off. The crazy part: i read the poem he wrote for me earlier that day and the storm calmed down completely... its gotta be a sign or something! And that's when i started falling for him.

Something funny:

here's a txt convo i just had with him.

3:33 - Nicko - Yay lol

3:33 - Me - Yay? haha

3:34 - Nicko - i shited =D

3:34 - Me - XD i love you! haha

3:35 - Nicko - i love you to!! hah

3:37 - Me - Yay! :D haha wow that was so random hahaha

3:38 - Nicko - .I no! Hah wens the last time u poopd?

3:39 - Me - This morning haha

3:40 - Nicko - Yay for pooping!

3:40 - Me - Woohoo!

Now that's what you call talking about random crap!

God, i love my silly boyfriend :)

—He actually had asked me out over text, i think more than once. my answer was always something around "i don't want another boyfriend" or something. then one day, (june 30,) he asked me out and i said i would go out with him if he asked me in person. i had never been asked out in person before. (how selfish of me, i forced him into giving me what i wanted...thats so mean!) but he came over and right before he left i remember i was leaning against my moms car i think and i was hugging him and he said "will you go out with me" and i said yes :) i'm so glad i did, or i definately wouldn't be as happy as i am right now. Actually ever since the first day we hung out i was getting less depressed every day, and i owe it all to him. a day or two later, i was off for New York for 2 weeks. When i came back, i had only been home for a few hours, and he came over to give me a hug and a kiss. He was the first non-family member i saw when i got back, and i was SOOOO happy to see him :) i missed him alot.

—We have only been going out for a little while, but it almost feels like longer. We hung out all the time, i remember going to a festival with him and rode something for the first time. We pretty much always liked eachother, in fact we loved eachother before we started being boyfriend and girlfriend. i remember us standing in my driveway and he asked me what love was to me...i described it as being infatuated with your best friend, because you know eachother so well but you cant stop thinking about them. After i tried to explain it, all i could do was think HIM. so, for the first time i said it first. I said i loved him and he said he loved me too. I've never been the first person to say "i love you" but this time i wasnt scared...and i couldn't hold it back.

—There's so much to say about him, he's just extraordinary to me. He's talented, he plays instruments, he's into art, we like the same music, he's random, we're comfortable around eachother, he's a risk-taker...he's got the most beautiful eyes and a charming smile, he's not so tall that i feel like a bug, and he doesn't critisize me for being me...i couldn't ask for anything more.

For a minute, i thought it didn't

but its true that

Love Lingers in Life
♥

a couple of pictures i'd like to show off :)

*lightbulb*

some times i get bored, so i take alot of pictures

this is one of my newest —and one of my favorites.

its like "i have an idea!" but in a kind of creative way

when i took the picture i actually wasnt meaning to get the lightbulb

i was only aiming to get the lighting

the picture was a mistake, but all the other ones were bad

some mistakes are good :)

i made a sign for my boyfriend Nicko :D

he hasnt seen it yet, but hopefully he will when he does!

Painting - I'm sorry

i always paint what i feel,

and at the time i felt very sorry.

 i said something and my boyfriend took it wrong.

he thought i didn't care about him...and it broke my heart.

thats the last thing i'd want him to think,

i do care about him

alot

the hearts flow into tears to show that with love also comes pain

the heart flows into to tears to say "i love you and i'm sorry"

Photography - Power Lines Divide

Photography - Hiding Cloud