"biggest f@!%#ing wow moment ever"

i really do think we have somethings special,

no one has what we have

and what we have is eachother!

i love him uncondittionally

he said "i love you asberry i truly do"

i told him this...

 i love you the same nick, there is no truer love than ours and no love stronger than ours, i love you unconditionally and always will. i would cross my heart but i cant because it's in your hands <3

he said "thts so sweet babygirl..i dont even know what to say.. i cant describe my love for you"

i cant describe my love for you either, that only was an attempt..there are no words i can use that would completely describe my love for you because i've got so much of it...
thats why i never know what to say, i always want to tell you how much i love you but i can never find the words to say
all i know is that i love you more than anything in the entire world, in the entire universe, if i could give you heaven and beyond i would. if i could give you anything you wanted, i would. i stay home most of the time just in case you might want to hang out i want to be free for you, i love you so much sometimes i just sit there in silence day dreaming about you and all of our memories, they're all so vivid to me like they happen over and over again in my head
i just think about you all the time, sometimes i'll see something and it will remind me of you and i'll think about it for hours, when i see stars in the sky i think about you and how you light up my world, the stars remind me of the glimmer in your eyes
sometimes i look at the moon and remember that night i snuck out and i was scared and you held my hand the whole time, i look at the sun and i remember our summer together and how amazing it was, when i drink coffee all i can think about is that first time we hung out and thats why i drink it so much...it makes me think of you
when im on the bus and i pass olympian club i remember "hey, his house is right over there" and then remember all the times we hung out there and the day we took all those pictures, graeters ice cream and burger king remind me of you because of that day you took me out. every love song that plays makes me think of you especially wicked game, its like our unnoficial song lol
every time i breathe and every heart beat reminds me that you're here and i stay alive just because i know i'll see your face again...dammit...im crying..

 i m going to have to finish this later...and don't worry people these are tears of joy :)

la la la...

today was an early release day at school

~~

that was the good part of my day

i've been IM-ing my bf the whole time i started this post

another awesome part of my day

i love him so much

my belt buckle is awesome :]

i LOVE my boyfriend :)

this was us, June 30th, the day he came over and asked me out

i cant believe how young we look...it was only this summer!

2 days later i left to new york, we spoke every day.

this was a few weeks later, on his last day of summer.

we look older, but i think its because our relationship grew

and with it, we grew as well

this was us near the beginning of the school year at a football game

of course, i ironically was wearing the color of the opposing team

...i just like purple lol

the game was so fun!

then that was us last month before homecoming

i love him more and more everyday

he floods my thoughts

all of the things he says to me and all of our conversations

all the times he compliments me, and says random things

i love his eyes and the ways he looks at me

i love how we like the same things

and that he doesnt mind bringing me around his friends

i love that he will hug me and hold my hand in public

i love his shoulders and his nose :)

i love when he kisses my forehead

i love how he was an amazing friend to me before we started dating

i love how we talk everyday <3

he tried really hard to get me, and his effort paid off

we've been together for almost half a year :)

here's some of our conversation yesterday:

me: so what are u up to?

Nicko: Layin on my bed thinkin bout how lucky i am to hav such a beautiful gf like you

me: Aw well just remember its not only luck, u actually put in a good effort to get me and you were an amazing best friend and everything you did to help mee made me fall more and more in love with you so you helped your luck :)

Nicko: Awwww. =) im so glad i kept trying after u said u didnt want a boyfriend.and of corse cuz i wantd to be a great friend to you cuz i had strong feelings toward u and still do but only now there much much much stronger

me: To tell you the truth...this is probably kinda wierd...but i knew i loved you after the first time we hung out,while we were sitting behind sears and you were standing and i was sitting, i looked in your eyes for the first time and i just knew, it just felt right to me

Nicko: To me it did to baby...i love you so much i really really do

we agreed that it was a like love at first site...and its so odd how we met and all this happened

and it all happened so fast...

here's other posts about us if you wanna see:

the beautiful corsage he gave me :)

about homecoming

a poem about him

another poem

about the game

another poem...hehehe

"10 Cute Things Guys Do"

a poem inspired by him

"glameep"

not scared anymore :)

how my life now makes sense

a picture i took of him

"Love Lingers In Life"

the song i wrote him

a day we spent together

he made me so happy...my biggest smile ever

Nick if you're reading this,

I LOVE YOU!

thank you Rabbito for giving me this award!!

i would like to nominate Rabbito, Mina, Florentina, Marquis, Sweetmango, Jamie, Louise and Chloe!!

and anyone else who sees this ^-^

i dont know 9 people yet T-T

thier links are in my side bar~~~

how i feel about school...

its true— i hate this place.

thats me at the begginning of school

@6:57AM

sitting on the stairs

by myself

as always...

by the time school actually starts

@7:40AM

im already like

I WANNA GO HOME!!!

its like the worst place to be ever!!

i hate it there!!!!

i like to learn tho...

if the point of school wasnt the work and just the learning...

i would pass!

Berry thinks this idea is good!

~DAiSUKi~

(totemo lol)

anyone agree? hehehe

QUIZ! ~stole from Rabbito ^O^ !!

1. Last beverage→ root beer


2. Last phone call→ Nicko

3. Last text message→ Nicko

4. Last song you listened to→ Elephant Pao Pao by Shonen Knife

5. Last time you cried→ Saturday ~~



SIX HAVE YOU EVER:

1. Dated someone twice? more than once

2. Been cheated on? yes many times :'(

3. Kissed someone and regretted it? yes =_=

4. Lost someone special? yes :(

5. Been depressed? yea...

6. Been drunk and threw up? not threw up hehehe



LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:

1. purple

2. blue

3. green

4. black



HAVE YOU:

1. Made new friends → of course :D

2. Fallen out of love → nope

3. Laughed until you cried → sometimes lol

4. Met someone who changed you → no, havent changed really

5. Found out whom your true friends were → yezz!

6. Found out someone was talking about you→ yezz =_=+ meanies

7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list→ not on my Blogger friends list

8. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life?: marquis and jamie and chloe but quis and jamie dont get on here any more T-T

9. How many kids do you want to have→ only 1 but maybe 2

10. Do you have any pets → no they all die T-T

11. Ever been on an airplane?: ya ya ya ^_~

12. What did you do for your last birthday→ hug out with Pete, Alix and Marquis ~
13. What time did you wake up today → 4:30 ...have a bad dream T-T

14. What were you doing at midnight last night → watching cars drive by

15. Name something you CANNOT wait for → to see Nicko again

16. Last time you saw your father→ July...

17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life → wish my dad lived closer

18. What are you listening to right now → Schrei by Tokio Hotel

19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → ha ha ha he is silly ~

20. Have you ever driven a car?: yes!

21. Have you ever gone to Starbucks?: a few times...it cost too much!!

22. Would you rather read or watch t.v.?: tv ~dunn like to read heh heh

23. What's getting on your nerves right now?→ teacher over meh shoulder =_=

24. Most visited webpage → blogger and facebook!! (rabbito needs to add Berry on FaceBook!!)



1. What's your name→ Asberry Ann Quinones

2. Nicknames→ Asha (dads nickname for me), Kitty, Berry, Squidget (if u wanna know why Squidget then ask me haha)

3. Relationship Status → taken ~ love him lots!!

4. Zodiac sign: Aquarius!

5. Male or female→female

6. Elementary → FCCS

7. Middle School → North College Hill

8. High school→ Northwest High

9. Eye color: brown but they change light to dark according to my mood

10. Hair color → black naturally but i try to dye it brown

11. Long or short hair: medium long-ish

12. Height?: 4feet 10.5inches ~im teeny tiny T-T

13. Shoe size?: 7.5 or 8 ...7 in boys...dont like girl shoes X3

14. Favorite fruit?: mango mango !!

15. Summer or winter?: SUMMER

16. Favorite vacation?: new york!!

17. Do you have a crush on someone?: yes...Nicko! my boyfriend hehe

18. What don't you like about yourself? → lots of things...

19. Piercings → 6 4 in 1 hear and 2 in the other...ears gauged to 4 ^-^

20. Tattoos → none yet

21. Righty or lefty → mostly right...can do both hands :D :D



FIRSTS :

22. First surgery → no surgery!!

23. First piercing → ears

24. First best friends: laura lee~~

25. First house location: fort campbelle Kentucky!

26. First sport you joined → gymnastics

27. First pet→ 2 turtles...mindy and fudge ^^ fudge was mine and mindy was my sister's

28. First vacation → puerto rico!

29. First concert → rob zombie and godsmack ~

30. First sleepover: briana when i was 4 ~!!

31. First Job: taco cabana @_@



RIGHT NOW:

49. Eating →cheez its!!

50. Drinking → nothing

51. Wearing → stupid uniform =_=

52. I'm about to: do some school work

53. Listening to → Summer Shudder by AFI

55. Waiting for → school to be out

56. Thinking → too much



YOUR FUTURE :

57. Want to live → with nicko!

58. Want kids → eventually

59. Want to get married → mhmmm :D

60. Careers in mind → artist, photographer or musician



WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?

68. Lips or eyes → eyes

69. Hugs or kisses →kisses but only from Nicko <33

70. Shorter or taller → taller

71. Older or Younger → doesnt matter

72. Romantic or spontaneous → both..mostly romantic thooo

73. good body or good personality→ personality..but the other cant hurt ^_~

74. Sensitive or loud → sensitive but loud is fun!

75. Hook-up or relationship → relationship

76. Humorous or serious → Both

77. Trouble maker or hesitant→ mostly hesitant...mischief is fun tho hehehe



HAVE YOU EVER :

78. Kissed a stranger → heh heh...she looked at me like i was crazy..it was a dare lol

79. Drank hard liquor → heh heh well, lol

80. Lost glasses/contacts → yezz T-T

81. Went on a date → ya :D

82. Broken someone's heart → it was an accident :[

83. Had your own heartbroken → lots of times T^T

84. Wanted someone you know you can't have → yea it has happened

85. Been arrested → no but a cop took me home a few times before

86. Turned someone down → yes

87. Cried when someone died → yes

88. Liked a friend that is the same sex? → yea...that relationship lasted one whole week XD



DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

89. Yourself → no....

90. Miracles → yes

91. Love at first sight → kinda kinda

92. Heaven → yes

93. Santa Clause → no...he never gives me anything =_=

94. God → all the way

95. Kiss on the first date? → nooo

96. Angels → yes



ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? never

99. Done something you regret? doesnt matter, cant change it lol

100. Posting this as 100 Truths? lmao!

to all my readers~

I LOVE YOU!

if you need to be reminded of this...then go to the sidebar and there is something that says "[click here]"

that is for you!!

me and my nicko <3

its a couple of pictures of us i edited

this one was my idea:

inspired by Love You To Death by Type O Negative...good song :)

even the color scheme is inspired by it...

cuz the band uses alot of black and green

~~~

this one was his idea

he said to take a picture like his but facing him and put it together

and this is how it turned out!

i think i'm ugly in it

but he liked it and thats all that matters ^-^

i am cursed!!!

past 2 days my boyfriend was sick

he had almost 106 fever and headache and stuff

i went to his house for band practice

but he started to get sick right after i got there

so i felt like it was my fault

i felt really bad

so yesterday i made this for him

i wanted to make him feel better...so i tried

he said he loved it

that made me feel happy!!

but then later...

i said i was gonna go to the movies,

my friends wanted to go and we could get in free

so we were gonna see "This Is It"

and then he said he was in a bad mood...

and he said he didn feel like talking to me...

he said he was gonna hit his punching bag for a while...

i'm not sure what i did

the movie was good but i was sad..

the whole time i was thinking about him

and wishing he wasnt mad

i don't like when people are mad

i want people to be happy!!

i always try to do nice things for people

but when i do nice things for people

bad things happen to me

i am cursed!!