this is what happens when i comb my hair dry...

it explodes into puffball madness >.<

DO NOT WANT!!!!!!

lol xD

photo contest!

i entered this in my friend rabbito's peace sign picture contest!!

hope i win ^_^

go to this link to see her post:

http://rabbitochikachieco.blogspot.com/2010/05/contestants-of-peace-photo-contest.html

honey suckles, dandelions and summer is coming ♥

i snapped these outside today :)

wearing a black sun dress that i've had for a while but didnt ever wear until today

what do you think?

better mood,

i got to hang out with Nicko yesterday so i'm happy :)

but i'm so tired x_x

ahh want to go back to sleep @_@

it was a good day thought :)

G  O  O  D   N  E  W  S  :

i get my OGT scores on Monday!! Hope i pass them all >.<

how bout no more of that sh*t?

cuz i been waitinn patiently for it to be flushed

Poem - A Parasite That Never Leaves

so maybe it hurts, but its not a matter to care
...it is, but its hard to explain
and its not something to be messed with
because of all the pain
and i may only be thinking this way because of the rain

but sometimes i wish i had said what i felt
at that very moment in time, but i couldnt
because of the way i felt you would feel...

it wasnt good

maybe if i had expressed these thoughts i thought
maybe in my brain, she wouldnt still be caught
my brain has a web, and i wanted you to take care of it,
not let anything unhealthy for me to be in there

but when a spider catches prey in its web, it eats it
and all of those negative thoughts were devoured
all of that, to cause my feelings to turn soured

and then i got this deadly disease
of a parasite that never leaves

edits,

recent edits for people i've done:

what would my boyfriend look like with black hair? well now we know ↓

then i got carried away with that last one lol

then this banner for Amanda

i cant wait to see what it looks like as her header :)

i wanna picture like that >.<

is it wierd that i am jealous of my own work?! :o

Photography - Honey Suckles

these cuties are growing in my backyard :)

they remind me of my childhood <33

i love honey suckles <3

i get mad basically every morning

partially because i have bad dreams every night

then when i wake up, i think about those dreams

and i get really mad...which isnt good

and every day its getting worse

which also isnt good...

but i cant do anything about it

so i guess thats how its gotta be

it sucks that my dreams can make me wake up thinking i hate someone

sometimes even more than hate

i dont like it, but thats how my dreams are

then i spend a good portion of the morning telling myself 

"they didnt really do that"

"you were just dreaming"

which is why i dont tweet when i wake up anymore

i gotta find a way to change my dreams

cuz i dont wanna have the bad ones anymore..

Lyrics - Sólo un Mal Sueño

first song i have written in Spanish in a while...

since im not fluent, its a little hard

but i still love to write in Spanish anyway

ella es hermosa
ella es bonita
brillante como una estrella
y estoy celoso de ella

vive la vida que quiero vivir
vivio la vida que quiero vivir
vivio la vida que queria vivir
vivio la vida que queria vivir

yo no quiero ser como ella
yo no quiero ser como ella
yo no quiero ser como ella
porque ella es sólo un mal sueño

yo y tu, i love you
te amo mucho, yo y tu
no deje por favor
no puedo vivir sin tu amor

se puede bailar
ella puede jugar
se le conoce en la escuela
y estoy celoso de ella

vive la vida que quiero vivir
vivio la vida que quiero vivir
vivio la vida que queria vivir
vivio la vida que queria vivir

yo no quiero ser como ella
yo no quiero ser como ella
yo no quiero ser como ella
porque ella es sólo un mal sueño

yo y tu, i love you
te amo mucho, yo y tu
no deje por favor
no puedo vivir sin tu amor

Lyrics - The Heartless (cover)

sometimes i like to cover song lyrics, and edit them to tell a different story

i can tell you this story if it needs to be explained...

but in general, its me saying "i want you to only love me"

its a cover of "The Heartless" by HIM

Your pain ain't love


Can't you see she's the heartless
her pain is not love
You're taking it way too far
Don't you know it is wrong?
You're the one for me, baby
You are the one
If you'd only see in my heart
You'd know all is not lost


Your time is running out
And you still haven't made up your mind
Can't you see she's the heartless
And you're one of a kind


she's the heartless...


You can't see she's the heartless
Her pain won't ever be love
It doesn't matter how hard she tries
To her, all is lost...


she's the heartless...

didnt get my hair to look good till 10 pm -_-

fail...

Happy Mothers Day

even tho i've been pissed all day 

and its almost 9 pm, my mood isnt getting any better 

its been a bad day

i'm a GodMother :)

this is my cutie God-Daughter Hunter :)

she looks like my little sister when she was little, but she's got my attitude!

she's so cute <3 i love her!