Happy Halloween!

i don't celebrate it, i'm not alloud. i've never trick or treated or anything :( but to those of you who do, have fun! Happy Halloween!! 

kooun!

GOOD FORTUNE

tonight my mom and i went to a buffet and ate some food

i had alot of chicken and sushi

it was good!

and i had dr.pepper!

me and my sister were singing random songs and we hadnt noticed the people had come and sat down in the booth next to us...we started singing "caramelldansen"

here's the song if you don't know

when we stopped singing, a guy in the booth next to us exclaimed

"keep going!!"  ...

heh heh heh heh heh...

EMBARRASSING
i covered my face in hid then scurried off to get more sushi
~ now that that's over with ~
I finished my 4th dr.pepper re-fill then we got our check and 3 fortune cookies
my mom didn't want hers so she gave to me
the first fortune said:
You have ambitious nature and may make a name for yourself.
Lucky # 16, 9, 13, 31, 27, 01
OOO, that make me very happy!!
people have been saying stuff lately like "remember me when you're famous" and "you're gonna go places" and stuff like that...so that really got my hopes up!
i got my next fortune cookie and the fortune said:
A cheerful letter or message is on its way to you.
Lucky # 6, 13, 40, 7, 8, 59, 17

more happy!

*wonders what the cheerful message will be*
i taped these 2 fortunes to my guitar amp for good luck

maybe i will get good at guitar!

maybe i will be famous one day ... 

that would make me very happy

(^-^)/* muah!

*feels hated*

i'm sad, as you can see.

i think my boyfriend's parents hate me...

i never really thought they liked me anyway,

but yeah...

i was ecstatic that i finally got to see Nick today,

i hadnt seen him in what seemed like years.

seeing his face was a sigh of relief.

his dad kept calling him from inside, we were in the garage

i'm pretty sure he wanted me to leave.

he could have just told me himself...

we hung out a while longer mostly talking about music

we were sitting on the driveway then his mom pulled up

his dad said she was driving me home...

yea, definately wasnt wanted there.

just like most everywhere else i go.

i  got in the car, she asked if i got in because she didnt hear me

well im not a loud person anyway,

but if you dont want me there,

 why would i expect you to want to hear my voice? ...

therefore, my silence is born.

Nick reached over and held my hand, it calmed me down a little

but i couldnt help but keep thinking

"why do they hate me?"

i felt myself starting to cry so i tried to hold back the tears till i got home

one started to crawl from my eye

it was dark so i dont think he saw it

i didnt wanna wipe it away because i didnt want him to ask me what was wrong and i didnt want to talk in front of his mom...

i got out of the car after him and he walked me to my front door like he always does and gave me a hug

my eye started burning so i wiped my eye

he noticed and asked me what was wrong

"...they hate me"

i almost started crying and he said they didnt but i just hurried into the house so he wouldnt see me...

i dont want them to hate me

i dont want anyone to hate me

it makes me sad

carmel apples...

they are really good!

i just had one for the first time a day or two ago and i was like

"holy crap...heaven?!"

and i dont even like carmel or apples that much

but that was sooooo good,

i want another one.

really bad.

i didn't expect it to be that good! haha

The Concert! Seventh Void, Destrophy and TYPE O NEGATIVE!!

The first band that played was Seventh Void, Kenney Hickey (my favorite) the guitarist for Type O Negative and the drummer are in this band where Kenney sings lead, they sound different than T.O.N. but i freakin love them now!

this shot of Kenney is my favorite! The guy you see is the bouncer, he's really nice :)

the next band that played is called Destrophy. they formed in 2002 i think but i just heard of them last night...they really rocked! i only saw them as an opener but i can already say i'm a fan. the lead singer Ari looked at me a few times so i was giggling like a little school girl haha i didnt expect to get his attention!

do u see the muscles on this guy? i'm not too big of a fan of muscular guys (i know i'm wierd) but he actually doesnt look like bad with muscles! *props to you, ari*

the bassist was pretty cool, he was usually on my side of the stage and he was bouncin around everywhere and was so into the music...it made me get more into it! haha

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THE MAIN EVENT:

TYPE O NEGATIVE

The green man himself...Peter Steele! In my opinion, he has one of the most entrancing voices in music.

i took this as they played one of my favorite songs: "Loe You To Death"

that's kenney being amazing, he stole the show by far.

Peter Steele is about seven feet tall...i'm not even exaggerating he's huge!

in the picture to the right, Kenney actually made eye contact with me right before i took that...i was so excited about that haha i mean i really almost cried, they're my favorite band!

the show was incredible, seriously. they sound exactly the same in concert if not better! when i got there actually, i made friends almost instantly (i went by myself) i was there earlier than most people and i was the youngest person there! (besides maybe 2 kids with thier parents but they didnt look like they wanted to be there) and of course one out of 3 black people in the whole club. lol. (i'm used to it) when i was talking to theses two women, Becka and Dana we basically connected instantly. it all started as they were talking about a stage hand they thought was cute. haha! i was one row of people behind the gate which is the closest you can get. they pulled me in between them up to the front! i was there from start to finish ^-^ turns out Dana actually dated the drummer for the band Carnivour which is Peter Steele's other band, so we actually had a small chance to get back stage! i would have tried but my mom made me leave T-T

near the end of the show, some guy was like on me...i didnt like that. he ended up pushing me into a bunch of people and taking my front row spot. to tell you the truth, i couldnt really breathe lol i was pressed up against a metal gate and squeezed between two people plus im only 4 foot 10, holding on to the railing for my life to make sure i dont leave front row. the bouncer who's in all the pictures, KICKED HIM OUT! i didnt even ask! it was so nice!

when the concert was over, Becka and Dana walked outside with me and i introduced them to my mom.

they made sure i was safe and had a good time, its awesome to meet genuinely nice people :) like when the wierd guy was pushing me Becka put her arm around me to push him away and helped make sure i stayed up front. being as short as i am, my arms barely go over the bar on the gate. any farther back and i wouldnt have been able to see! they were like my concert mommies! THANKS BECKA AND DANA! me and Dana were rockin out! No one was having as much fun as we were, bet cha 10 bucks :)

i had to do alooooot of make up homework to be able to go to that and im so glad i did it! it was so worth it!

if anyone wants to go to a good show i definately suggest you see Type O Negative, Seventh Void or Destrophy, they are definately worth going to.

and...my ticket was only like 20 bucks...thats a good price for an even better concert!

i'm tellin ya,

that is definately

a highlight of my life.

Tonight~ !

tonight i'm gonna see this amazing band called Type O Negative! I'v been addicted to them since i heard thier conver of  "Cinnamon Girl" a bout a year or so ago...i finally got an amazing chance and i'm gonna see them tonight!! AAAAAH!!

this is a picture of them i edited, i found it on google and played with it cuz i was really bored (as you can tell)

i'm hopefully leaving at 6:30 (about an hour from now) and the show starts at 8 so i can get a good spot! i cleaned out my camera so i can take pictures and i'm going all alone :( i hope to make some new friends! i usually do when i go to concerts anyway but i can still hope for the best! i cant wait till i get there!

How cute!!

so, my boyfriend read my 200th post. you know that picture that says "in case you havent noticed, i love you"? he said its his laptop background!! *how cute!!* and he said "its tiled so its 8x's the beautiful" awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!! i was blushin and giggling like a little kid when he told me lol
i just wanted to share that with everyonte cuz it made me happy ^-^

MY 200TH BLOG POST!

as a gift to you from me, i provide you with this picture :)

JUST KIDDING!!!!

my boyfriend said on the phone to me earlier

"i looked at that picture like 3 times, what a cool guy"

kikikikikikikiki!

i luv him

this is for all of my you who read my blog, thank you!!

if you like my blog, you should read some of the blogs i like:

my best friend Chloe's blog:

http://raewillows.blogspot.com/

one of the nicest people on the internet, Mina's blog:

http://rawrbabyy.blogspot.com/

the cutest bunny lover EVER, Rabbito's blog:

http://rabbitochikachieco.blogspot.com/

Rabbito's blog with her best friend Rineko:

http://usataneko.blogspot.com/

my favorite foodie, Florentina's blog:

http://ciaoflorentina.com/

a lovely lady with alot of talent, Sweetmango's blog:

http://sweetmangodesigns.com/

but to my stalkers and haters

all i have to say is...

SHUT UP!i got too much in my life to be worrying about your baka selves

so either stop hating or go away...pretty please?

seriously, thanks everyone who reads this! you guys make me feel special!

Shout outs to Mina, she comments like all my posts!

Shout outs to Sweetmango, she's always got something nice to say!

Shout outs to Rabbito, just for being adorable!

Shout outs to Chloe, for being my best friend!

Shout outs to Nicko, for being my loving boyfriend!

Shout outs to Florentina, for making me wanna cook better!

Shout outs to Manny Huerta, for being my buddy and for the signed CD!

domo arigato, everybody!

thank you so much!

Photography - Fall Skies

yesterday i went to church for a babyshower, it was for the pastor's daughter. as soon as they said they were giving away pink flowers, i was outta there. i went outside to go up to the paintball area to talk to some people and i noticed the trees around the church had changed into these vibrant colors...i didn't have my camera then so i brought it this morning and took these after church in the parking lot & cropped out the cars.

after church, we went up to Bogart's to look at the concert listings. i took these on the way home from there.