Today...has been really bad..my dad didnt come up here like he said, nick couldnt come (his sisters birthday), and my fav band's here & im missin it..

Me and Nick just had an amazing turning point in our relationship :) tomoro we'll be spending the whole day together. He's finaly free and finaly fully mine <3

gone pretty much the whole day,

i was gonna do somethin but there was too many people there -_-

tech rehearsal for the play today as well..not much excited for it

i had this shirt since i was 4...

its from where i went to preschool :D

Marshall Elementary!!

Spring break has started...

I'm still not in the best mood...
the same thing has been bothering me and i cant stop thinking about it.
i just feel so stupid and embarrassed and hurt..
i dont even want to deal with that...
but i will if i feel its necessary.

i have no internet at my house right now, which is a pain.
i'm finding video games, editing, pixelling, writing and playing bass to occupy my time for a while.
this seems like its going to be a long week..

i guess i'll still update through my phone e-mail, but i dont really feel like blogging much..

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nothing special today...yeah..

what i've been making while my internet's been down

just playin with photoshop, all that good stuff.

shatter me with hope

i didnt sleep at all. i was angry and worried, and i didnt feel good.

im probably going to be in a horrible mood all day.

which isnt good seeing i have play practice,

but as of now i dont care. i dont feel like myself.

i feel like i want to say hurtful things,

but i know i shouldnt but i almost want to..

im so full of rage right now, which isnt usual for me.

i hate the way one thing gets better then something else gets bad.

or when im having a great day and one thing turns to whole thing to crap

i must detain myself from getting my hopes up from now on,

i dont like the way i get them up and then get let down

i don't feel like talking much today, at all

i will probably be short and emotionless

i do not like this