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describing me.
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Saturday, December 5

Mystic Adoptables!

add some magic in your life and snag a mystic adoptable
make sure to put it in a safe place & may all your wishes come true :)

MoonLilies


Bottled Butterflies
~each grants a different wish~


to wish for love in your life

to wish for the royalties in life

to wish for thoughts to flow like water in life

to wish for abundance and growth in life

to wish for more fire in life
Faeries
Dark:   Light:   
Fairy Dust

Bottled Love Sprites
SweetLove Sprite:
for good luck in something sweet happening to you soon

FireLove Sprite:
 for good luck in finding a passionate connection in love

PoisonLove Sprite:
 for good luck in surviving a fatal attraction

MysticLove Sprite:
 for good luck in solving your love mystery

LOLZ @ MY COMPUTER

earlier i had to restart my computer and the top said this...

but all i saw was this ↓↓

THE FILE SYSTEM IS FAT.
MY COMPUTER NEEDS A DISK CHECK...
BECAUSE IT IS FAT.
IT IS STRONGLY RECOMMENDED I CONTINUE,
BECAUSE MY COMPUTER
IS FAT.
then it verified the files in my computer's FAT system.
i'm lame for thinking that's funny.


another thing, here's a picture i edited
this is my awesome bestie, Chloe

today she sent me this:
"If a real fat man snatches u up and throws u in a bag don't be afraid its just santa collecting his ho's. i'm texting you from the bag now."






i LOLd.

Friday, December 4

aww i won!!


*big smile*
i entered the best quote contest in the club im in
and i won!! yay!!
my quote was this:
"Pleased, we are to do whats
Right! To keep animal abuse out of sight.

I love animals and
Never will i harm one!

Cats, dogs, and many more,
Every animal from land to Shore, should be under animal princess care! we have
So much love to
Snuggle and share."
its called the Animal Princess Club and we're againts animal abuse!
now my quote is on the top of the page and im in the hall of fame!!
↑↑click on that up there to see ^o^


this was also my first contest on a blog club i entered ever :D
im pretty excited :D :D <3

i am one awkward looking gal.


so my mom bought me this dress...i dont think i like it
i think it looks bad on me...yeah haha

but this weekend is gonna suck for me..
nick said he doesnt wanna talk to me till monday
and i don't know why :(
its really really bothering me...

we were supposed to hang out this weekend :(


now i'm not sure what to do,
i dont wanna hang out with anyone
theres nothing else i wanna do
there's no where for me to go..

looks like im in for the weekend.

new boots too..
i look like a boy in a dress...

idk

the only thing good that happenned today,
is that i held the leopard gecko...


i was excited for the weekend,
but now it doesnt seem as if it will go as good as i had hoped..

Poem - I See Your Face In The Sky

in the morning i look up high,
the sun is almost as bright as you shine
the clouds look as soft as my heart is,
and now they cry because i miss you

then the rain gives a solemn goodbye
the sun is almost as bright as you shine
now everything is fine,
i see your face in the sky



in the night i look up high
the moon is almost as bright as you shine
the clouds look as soft as my heart is,
and now they cry because i miss you

then the rain gives a solemn goodbye
the moon is almost as bright as you shine
as the stars align,
i see your face in the sky

Thursday, December 3

~Love on the mind~



on higher note, maybe around middle C, i cant stop thinking about Nicko.
he's pretty amazing ♥♥ i love him so much
this morning we were talking and he said he tells his friend that i'm the best girlfriend because im so loyal and would never cheat on him :) he said its one of his favorite things about me!
FINALLY SOMEONE WHO APPRECIATES MY LOYALTY!!
thats what helped distract me from the evil teachers at school
*my heads in the clouds*
*sigh* ~♥

then after school,
grandma picked me up from art club and bought me a ranch BLT from McDonald's


mmmmm...if only that filled me up lol

VENTING >>>=O ?!

okay, so today started out bad— my bf had a bad dream...but then it got better cuz i made him feel better =D then it got better again because i was talking to Erica and playing with the bearded dragon and the baby gerbil in Animal Care ^-^ then it got bad again in the next class...

THIS TEACHER HATES ME.

okay, so i go to second block class...which is English III.. today we were getting new books to read for the next section and the book is The Great Gatspy. she said its like The Notebook, which i hated (alot) but its still a bookso i gotta read it.
The deal with this teacher: since the beginning, she's been pretty ignorant towards me. she sat me in front of the class, for one. She would take my paper and use it as an example for the class then wouldnt give it back, i would raise my hand to ask but she always ignores my hand! then she'll write notes on my papers and call my mom saying im failing her class because i dont do the work...WELL ITS HARD TO DO THE WORK WHEN YOUR TEACHER TAKES IT! AND EVEN HARDER WHEN YOUR RAISED HAND IS IGNORED!! i was supposed to do a college essay last quarter, but every day i raised my hand and she never answered! one day she finally stopped at my computer but left a second later, then the next time she said she'd get back to me and never came back.
also, near the beginning of the year, we were talking about the salem witch trials because it was something that scared my friend. she was giving examples of how they chose people and that they randomly just pointed at a girl and proclaimed her a witch. well, she decided to act it out. guess who she pointed at. *points at self*

Today, when we were getting our books, she said they were all new. she stops at my desk first, which i was surprised about and put a book on my desk. it wasnt new...it was bent up, written in and the binding is coming off. i looked around and everyone else had shiny new books.
here's some pictures, not too clear but this book isnt as "new" as everyone elses. and i didnt do that writing, the only thing i write with is a green marker

 but yea, i was pretty much infuriated. and i take offence to that.

Wednesday, December 2

just a fun IM i'd like to share...

a little part of my conversation with Blaze lol
(click her name if you don't know her)


playing with colors in pity.

dont pay any attention to that picture, i  was bored...but anyway, i've been blogwalking these past few weeks and i've come across many fashion blogs...it reminded me of one of the things i really want to do...i want to be a Model. but it's IMPOSSIBLE. people tell me i'm pretty, but thats not the issue here...well, actually it is, i have bad skin. but the real issue: i'm 4 feet and 10 inches tall...i'm legally a midget. Model's have to be at the very least 5' 6" and i've stopped growing. i can play music, i can sing, i can dance, i can act, i can draw, paint...but the one thing i want to do, is what i'm incapable of doing. It's like my dream job, but who am i kidding? if all of a sudden the world changes and short models are welcome, im there! but that will never happen...

me = sick today

i went home from school around 11:00 today...
my head hurt, my tummy hurt, back hurt, knee hurt
jeez i feel like an old lady  -_-

as an attempt to make myself feel better, i made some miso soup...

kikkoman instant shiro miso = ♥
it worked a little



in the meanwhile, i miss my nicko...

Tuesday, December 1

what the heck, mom?

so yesterday, when i came home i got in the shower then ate then i was dancing in my underwear just minding my own business. out of nowhere, i hear the door open and immediately run for cover and slide on my pants. "Asberry, come here! i need your help!" my mom yells and im wondering why the heck she's home so early, she was cutting in on my underwear dancing time!
i look out the window and i see this ↓

a u-haul truck.
FABULOUS!
[...not]
turn out my mom decided
"oh, im just gonna buy a random bedroom set that we have no space for cuz our house is too small"
it was like 32 dollars, which is nice, but not when you cant use it!!
SHE COULD HAVE BOUGHT ME FOOD WITH THAT!
or even better, that pair of shoes she's been saying she'd get me for the past 3 years...
long story short:
there's a bedroom set collecting dust in my livingroom.


then today, i got out the shower
and sat down at the computer to change the song
and the static from the screen tried to get my hair

wow, i'm SO ugly.
(and i was too lazy to edit it)


~in the meanwhile~
i'm eating home-made nachos

not the best, but its still edible, which im fine with lol

Monday, November 30

Poem - I'm Sure (my oath to you)

you've been there for me since the very start
from the begging, you'd stolen my heart
the look in your eyes
from the very first time
showed me that your love
was the one i dreamt of

walking together with our fingers intertwined
saying goodbye with a soft kiss, so kind
"guess what? i love her" as your friends walk by
to tell others you love me, you've never been shy
i hear your heart beating whenever you, i see
its such a sweet thought that its beating...for me

laying together as we stare up at the sky
the stars reminisce the glimmer in your eye
"its strange what desire can make foolish people do"
its true, im a fool  for you
i'd cross my heart but its in your possession
adding each beat of my heart to your collection

you keep it safe and soothe it when sore
and i know every day you love me more
i adore you from the depths of my soul
its an ecstatic fact that you make me whole
i'm usually in doubt when in comes the thunder
but this time im sure and i know longer wonder

Sunday, November 29

dame un beso, (give me a kiss)


( you know you wanna kiss me ;D )
i was playing with make up and pictures,
cuz you know how bored i get.
and i started thinking randomly about kisses
because my lips were red

in spanish it means give me a kiss :)

i'm not really sure why kisses are so nice, but i love them!
probably because all the kisses i get are from nicko :P
kisses are kind of like speaking without words
like a different kiss means a different thing, or at least to me

soft kiss: "i love you"
long kiss: "stay with me"
long hard kiss: passion
kiss on the cheek: "you're so cute"
kiss on the shoulder: "you're not like the others"
kiss on the back: "you're my angel (kissing where your wings should be)"
kiss on the hand: calling you princess

and i could go on :)


i really like that picture! i'm proud of myself!

dang, with lips like that, i'd totally kiss me ;]
NO, NO, SCRATCH THAT!!
...did i just say that?

its quite strange, but lately i've been feeling "pretty"
which is not a usual feeling for me...
but you know whats wierd?
i figured out why!
the answer to me feeling pretty:
playing bass.
HOW WIERD IS THAT?!
pretty much ever since i started playing i've been jokingly calling myself hot and stuff like that and my boyfriend noticed and said he liked it and then i noticed and was like "i said that?!"
turns out, yes i did, lol
so, i tested myself to figure it out.
i figured that maybe it was the bass that made me feel better than usual or if maybe i just got prettier,
so i went one day without playing bass.
I FELT UGLY THE WHOLE DAY.
played bass the next day and all of a sudden i was hot again XD

i'm so wierd.. XD


i wanted this as my banner...but it didn look right :(

At church,

Today i don't have to do the sound so im sitting at church bored.
That guy up there, sam, is the guy who's been teaching me to run the board these past few years.
Today we had something different so he took over for the day.
Its nice to not do anything sometimes :P
the complications of Life consume my brain but life's not really that bad!
i'm still thinking about that movie i saw yesterday, but i've got Star Trek at my house so i cant wait to watch that again :) i loved the show and i love the movie!
*is a former trekky*
i speak clingon! ^o^

Sent via AOL Mobile Mail on T-mobile

saturday night.



guess who i hung out with tonight!
[hint:  most adorable person ever!]
yea, that's right, i was with my Nicko !!
we saw the movie Ninja Assassin
it was super gory (which i love) and it was a cool story too,
you'd be surprised its actually kind of sweet!
the main character is a ninja who's pretty much heartbroken after his "father" killed the girl he loved for doing something wrong. the girl he loved tried to escape from the clan but failed and he would have been next for the clan leader i guess but his final test was to kill a girl but instead he sliced his fathers face and had been fighting other ninja from his clan ever since. then, this reporter lady person decided to make a case or investigation because all these ninja were killing everyone, and who ever they are after will recieve an envelope that looks to be a letter but its full of black sand. at the beginning of the movie, there was a guy getting a tattoo. the guy who was actually doing the tattoo had actually been stabbed "through the heart" by a ninja, but because of a birth defect, his heart was on the other side so he lived. the same thing happened to the reporter at the end who also turns out to have the same birth defect!
all of that may not have made sense,
but you NEED to see this movie!
i really liked it!

near the end of the movie, nick started holding my hand
good thing its dark, cuz i was blushing out of my mind!
i know, holding hands, no big deal.....
well, maybe not to you, but i love holding hands :)

it was a cold car ride home, so i snuggled him in the car
and i could hear his heartbeat <3
nothing feels better than being in his arms.


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