Photography - Tehya With Tea

sick today T-T

no sad face really though...today was very good :)

i was sick so i stayed home from school

i told Nicko and he wanted to take care of me and make me feel better

so he came over to my house, walking on a hurt ankle...

he would have skated but it was wet outside

and he brought over my favorite game :)

we layed on the couch and talked, watched some videos

went outside and painted and painted inside too ^_^

after i was feeling a little better and the weather was dry, we went to his house to get money then skated over to McDonalds

he got me a McChicken, fries and that new Mocha Frappe

that was soooo GOOD!! you dont even know!!

it gave me a huge brainfreez tho XD

we were still hungry after so we both got cheeseburgers lol

"We're definately going to be fat when we're older" he said lol

we crossed to street and went to the mall

for some reason he feels the need to spend money on me whenever he can haha

i found some shoes i liked & he said he'll get them for me when he mows the grass ^_^

i havent had new shoes in a very long time...

he got me a new shirt at Hot Topic though :) and a bracelet, both HIM branded lol

the shirt is purple and black :) i love it!! its just a little big but it looks good on me :)

we skated outside for a little and i took some pictures of him and the sky

my mom took us out to eat a little after she got home

but we were full from earlier so we just had some root beers...our favorites :D

i've been seeing Nick alot lately and its made me feel alot better in general, nothing is wrong when we're together. Its like the fun of hanging out with a best friend and the joy of being with your lover all at the same time, and its just so perfect to meus. Its exactly what i need. I love the way we can do things like paint together and sing together, its what i've always wanted to do with someone. sometimes he even tells me to start singing, which i like ♥ we can talk about art together, and things we like in videos and be specific, i LOVE that! i've always wanted to be able to have someone to talk about art with and i do :) its so perfect. He's so perfect. And he continues to prove me right on that :)

we dont have to go anywhere like most people do when they hang out, we can just chill. we can just enjoy eachother's presence even sitting outside or on a couch. i really miss him and i just saw him a few hours ago, its crazy. there's so much i could say about him, i could just endlessly list all of the ways he impresses me and is sweet to me and just everything *sigh*

well im off to go dream about him...

goodnight everyone <3

Photography - Another Nice Day in April

i think the first one is quite lovely :)

second was nick's idea, i like it alot ^_^

i love the color of the clouds and the way the trees contrast ♥

Photography - Nicko :)

he let me take pictures of him :)

Photography - Sunsetting

i was driving to downtown and took this on the way

(also, unedited)

so i found out that the only place i can get internet at my house 

is outside!! only outside!!

so i am outside....

not walking, not playing, not going anywhere or skating

im outside blogging...

i have reached of new level of no-lifeness

lol

webcam pictures

took these about a week ago

Pastel Drawing - In The Rain

it was a good day for the most part today :)

i went to Nicks for a while...well the whole day lol

i miss him >.<

something i dont understand...
GIRLS.

never really have anyway...
which is wierd since i am a girl myself, but not really your typical girl

i dont understand the "normal" girls i guess. like the types that get really upset or jealous over really little stuff.
it was like a wierd problem where a girl and her friend like the same guy and none of them are dating and all 3 are friends. girl 1 gets jealous of girl 2 just because the guy is being nice to her i guess?? idk, my friend wasnt doing anything wrong he was just being himself, he's really nice so why would anyone expect him not to be?

i dont get why a guys and girls cant talk to eachother without it being something to get mad over.
flirting with someone is one thing, but just being nice and talking is fine to do.
being nice is good and harmless but flirting can cause problems...

i know that sometimes talking can be misunderstood as flirting sometimes, but this wasnt even one of those times!!
he's just a nice guy who was talking to his friend, it wasnt even bad

this has happened to girl 1 before though...
she thought someone liked her but he was just being himself
once again another nice guy just being his nice guy self

just because a guy is nice to you doesnt always mean he likes you...
same with girls towards guys

i just dont get it -_-


i also think girl 1 was trying to get back at the guy by flirting with someone who wasn't hers if you know what i mean....
and i wasnt very happy about that lol

Happy Late Easter everyone :)

by the way, i have a new camera now!

i also dyed and cut my hair, do u like it?

it was a nice day

Photography - Lunch With Mami

Today...has been really bad..my dad didnt come up here like he said, nick couldnt come (his sisters birthday), and my fav band's here & im missin it..

Me and Nick just had an amazing turning point in our relationship :) tomoro we'll be spending the whole day together. He's finaly free and finaly fully mine <3

gone pretty much the whole day,

i was gonna do somethin but there was too many people there -_-

tech rehearsal for the play today as well..not much excited for it

i had this shirt since i was 4...

its from where i went to preschool :D

Marshall Elementary!!

Spring break has started...

I'm still not in the best mood...
the same thing has been bothering me and i cant stop thinking about it.
i just feel so stupid and embarrassed and hurt..
i dont even want to deal with that...
but i will if i feel its necessary.

i have no internet at my house right now, which is a pain.
i'm finding video games, editing, pixelling, writing and playing bass to occupy my time for a while.
this seems like its going to be a long week..

i guess i'll still update through my phone e-mail, but i dont really feel like blogging much..

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nothing special today...yeah..

what i've been making while my internet's been down

just playin with photoshop, all that good stuff.

shatter me with hope

i didnt sleep at all. i was angry and worried, and i didnt feel good.

im probably going to be in a horrible mood all day.

which isnt good seeing i have play practice,

but as of now i dont care. i dont feel like myself.

i feel like i want to say hurtful things,

but i know i shouldnt but i almost want to..

im so full of rage right now, which isnt usual for me.

i hate the way one thing gets better then something else gets bad.

or when im having a great day and one thing turns to whole thing to crap

i must detain myself from getting my hopes up from now on,

i dont like the way i get them up and then get let down

i don't feel like talking much today, at all

i will probably be short and emotionless

i do not like this