Poem - I'm Sure (my oath to you)

you've been there for me since the very start
from the begging, you'd stolen my heart
the look in your eyes
from the very first time
showed me that your love
was the one i dreamt of

walking together with our fingers intertwined
saying goodbye with a soft kiss, so kind
"guess what? i love her" as your friends walk by
to tell others you love me, you've never been shy
i hear your heart beating whenever you, i see
its such a sweet thought that its beating...for me

laying together as we stare up at the sky
the stars reminisce the glimmer in your eye
"its strange what desire can make foolish people do"
its true, im a fool  for you
i'd cross my heart but its in your possession
adding each beat of my heart to your collection

you keep it safe and soothe it when sore
and i know every day you love me more
i adore you from the depths of my soul
its an ecstatic fact that you make me whole
i'm usually in doubt when in comes the thunder
but this time im sure and i know longer wonder

dame un beso, (give me a kiss)

( you know you wanna kiss me ;D )

i was playing with make up and pictures,

cuz you know how bored i get.

and i started thinking randomly about kisses

because my lips were red

in spanish it means give me a kiss :)

i'm not really sure why kisses are so nice, but i love them!

probably because all the kisses i get are from nicko :P

kisses are kind of like speaking without words

like a different kiss means a different thing, or at least to me

soft kiss: "i love you"

long kiss: "stay with me"

long hard kiss: passion

kiss on the cheek: "you're so cute"

kiss on the shoulder: "you're not like the others"

kiss on the back: "you're my angel (kissing where your wings should be)"

kiss on the hand: calling you princess

and i could go on :)

i really like that picture! i'm proud of myself!

dang, with lips like that, i'd totally kiss me ;]

NO, NO, SCRATCH THAT!!

...did i just say that?

its quite strange, but lately i've been feeling "pretty"

which is not a usual feeling for me...

but you know whats wierd?

i figured out why!

the answer to me feeling pretty:

playing bass.

HOW WIERD IS THAT?!

pretty much ever since i started playing i've been jokingly calling myself hot and stuff like that and my boyfriend noticed and said he liked it and then i noticed and was like "i said that?!"

turns out, yes i did, lol

so, i tested myself to figure it out.

i figured that maybe it was the bass that made me feel better than usual or if maybe i just got prettier,

so i went one day without playing bass.

I FELT UGLY THE WHOLE DAY.

played bass the next day and all of a sudden i was hot again XD

i'm so wierd.. XD

i wanted this as my banner...but it didn look right :(

At church,

Today i don't have to do the sound so im sitting at church bored.
That guy up there, sam, is the guy who's been teaching me to run the board these past few years.
Today we had something different so he took over for the day.
Its nice to not do anything sometimes :P
the complications of Life consume my brain but life's not really that bad!
i'm still thinking about that movie i saw yesterday, but i've got Star Trek at my house so i cant wait to watch that again :) i loved the show and i love the movie!
*is a former trekky*
i speak clingon! ^o^

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saturday night.

guess who i hung out with tonight!

[hint:  most adorable person ever!]

yea, that's right, i was with my Nicko !!

we saw the movie Ninja Assassin

it was super gory (which i love) and it was a cool story too,

you'd be surprised its actually kind of sweet!

the main character is a ninja who's pretty much heartbroken after his "father" killed the girl he loved for doing something wrong. the girl he loved tried to escape from the clan but failed and he would have been next for the clan leader i guess but his final test was to kill a girl but instead he sliced his fathers face and had been fighting other ninja from his clan ever since. then, this reporter lady person decided to make a case or investigation because all these ninja were killing everyone, and who ever they are after will recieve an envelope that looks to be a letter but its full of black sand. at the beginning of the movie, there was a guy getting a tattoo. the guy who was actually doing the tattoo had actually been stabbed "through the heart" by a ninja, but because of a birth defect, his heart was on the other side so he lived. the same thing happened to the reporter at the end who also turns out to have the same birth defect!

all of that may not have made sense,

but you NEED to see this movie!

i really liked it!

near the end of the movie, nick started holding my hand

good thing its dark, cuz i was blushing out of my mind!

i know, holding hands, no big deal.....

well, maybe not to you, but i love holding hands :)

it was a cold car ride home, so i snuggled him in the car

and i could hear his heartbeat <3

nothing feels better than being in his arms.

pixel people!

i'm just gonna make this the permanent post...so whenever i make new people, they'll just automatically go here! yay for organization!

me:

    

chloe:

 

my boyfriend, Nicko:

Mina:

Tehya:

 

Rabbito:

  

Me & Nick:

 

random pixels...

i was bored and randomly made these...cridet/link back to me if you use them

all are made by me...enjoy!

Nintendo DS:

   

(want more colors? request it!)

phrases:

  

 

  

small words:

 

(got ideas? request it!)

you in my heart:

   

cell phones:

      

laptop:

   

(blue screen of death LOL)

   

sparkles:

          

~(more coming soon)~