i'll admit that sometimes i do still wish on stars.

sorry that i am so sad these days

i just really really miss my boy 

we cannot find a successful way to see eachother

and wellt makes me really sad to put it simply

i always feel  whenever i leave the house now 

bcoz i'm scared that i'm doing something wrong by it

even when i just go to the grocery store

the only reason i ever want to leave the house

is to see nick and to go to dance classes

ugh -___- 

its almost like i have IBS too now...

but i know i just have really bad nerves

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this morning i got bored in my room 

so i took random webcam pictures  

photoscape is the closest i will ever get to a real purikura xD

i got a really sweet message from nicko just now

"well baby i love you more than anything and always will ide do anything for u ur my life boo u mean everything to me and ide never let anything happen to you baby i love you boo hava good day  talk to u after :) <3"

it made me feel like i'm walking on air