a good night with a first <3

today was bad

but tonight was amazing :)

wanna know why?

well, earlier today

something happened that put me in a bad mood

because i dont like my happiness to be tampered with..

then Nicko said he would come to the movies with me and my family

so he walked all the way home

and we talked on AIM thru webcam for a while

then got dressed

and my mom got home then we went to pick him up

we saw Sherlock Holmes

I TOTALLY RECOMMEND IT!

a couple parts i almost crapped myself lol

and Holme's character kinda reminded me of nick in a way

it was really interesting and i loved it!

then the best part:

the car ride home

i was cold, so nick hugged me

but while he was hugging me...

i fell asleep

which is a big deal for me

because i have insomnia

but i fell asleep within about 1 minute

and i had a dream me and him were singing together

but we hit a bump and i woke up

i was like "woah...i fell asleep"

he smiled at me,

i had fallen asleep in his arms <3

and that smile he gave me was the brightest i've seen

it was beautiful

i fell asleep again

a couple times

then i woke up again

i had 4 dreams and they were all amazing

then there was the kisses goodbye

...they were amazing

i didnt wanna stop

and he said i love you and good bye

but in a soft, sweet whisper

sounds perfect

because it is,

you can ask him yourself

tonight was nice :)