shatter me with hope

i didnt sleep at all. i was angry and worried, and i didnt feel good.

im probably going to be in a horrible mood all day.

which isnt good seeing i have play practice,

but as of now i dont care. i dont feel like myself.

i feel like i want to say hurtful things,

but i know i shouldnt but i almost want to..

im so full of rage right now, which isnt usual for me.

i hate the way one thing gets better then something else gets bad.

or when im having a great day and one thing turns to whole thing to crap

i must detain myself from getting my hopes up from now on,

i dont like the way i get them up and then get let down

i don't feel like talking much today, at all

i will probably be short and emotionless

i do not like this