so maybe it hurts, but its not a matter to care
...it is, but its hard to explain
and its not something to be messed with
because of all the pain
and i may only be thinking this way because of the rain
but sometimes i wish i had said what i felt
at that very moment in time, but i couldnt
because of the way i felt you would feel...
it wasnt good
maybe if i had expressed these thoughts i thought
maybe in my brain, she wouldnt still be caught
my brain has a web, and i wanted you to take care of it,
not let anything unhealthy for me to be in there
but when a spider catches prey in its web, it eats it
and all of those negative thoughts were devoured
all of that, to cause my feelings to turn soured
and then i got this deadly disease
of a parasite that never leaves
sometimes i like to cover song lyrics, and edit them to tell a different story
i can tell you this story if it needs to be explained...
but in general, its me saying "i want you to only love me"
its a cover of "The Heartless" by HIM
Your pain ain't love
Can't you see she's the heartless her pain is not love You're taking it way too far Don't you know it is wrong? You're the one for me, baby You are the one If you'd only see in my heart You'd know all is not lost
Your time is running out And you still haven't made up your mind Can't you see she's the heartless And you're one of a kind
she's the heartless...
You can't see she's the heartless Her pain won't ever be love It doesn't matter how hard she tries To her, all is lost...
my name is Asberry, Aeri for short. my boy made the name for me, pronounced "airy" like the end of my name. i am a tiny 18 year old girl from Cincinnati, Ohio (United States) who loves everything art and music! i'm more than in love with my best friend, his name is Nicko and he completes my life :) and we are engaged! im super happy about it :) i'm reallysoft-spokenand really quiet in real life but i love talking online ! i'm really sensitive and emotional and i have a really creative mind, i always find myself in deep thought. i'm addicted to food, art, photoshop, sims, anime, japaneseculture and foreign music and of course those amazing Nicko kisses if you have any questions, drop me a [[Q]] on formspring, tag me on my cbox or comment on one of my posts or pages ~ ~ ~ thx 4 reading ~ ~ ~ ｌｏｖｅ ｙｏｕ ａｌｌ ^_^
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