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i get mad basically every morning

partially because i have bad dreams every night

then when i wake up, i think about those dreams

and i get really mad...which isnt good

and every day its getting worse

which also isnt good...

but i cant do anything about it

so i guess thats how its gotta be

it sucks that my dreams can make me wake up thinking i hate someone

sometimes even more than hate

i dont like it, but thats how my dreams are

then i spend a good portion of the morning telling myself 

"they didnt really do that"

"you were just dreaming"

which is why i dont tweet when i wake up anymore

i gotta find a way to change my dreams

cuz i dont wanna have the bad ones anymore..