some things i made in my spare time,

made on photoshop :)

click for actual size to see details

[luckystar!!]

edits for people

a few edits i did for some friends :)

alix                 matti

alicia

more snow pictures!

we've had so many snow days,

you could say we had a winter break

we only get christmas break here so everyones fine with it!!

except i hate snow and cold weather XD

Acrostic - I Love You, Valentine

i miss you already, you just
left. i want you to come back
over and over and all through the day, my
Valentine makes me that way
everyone notices and
you know too
over and over, i say "i love you"
under the stars, i see my
Valentine, he
always makes me happy and
loves me the same, i am
entitled to happiness, even when i think of his
name
the butterflies flutter
in my stomach
never
ever will we part.

Happy Valentines Day!

this is my gift to you all

thank you for reading my blog and i love all of you!

i hope you all have a good Valentines Day and get lots of candy and love ♥

leave me a comment and tell me how it went and who was your valentine!

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valentines day almost sucked!!!

okay, so Nicko had plans for us for that night,

then my mom forced me into church!!

i was not happy!!

and my phone was dying!

ughhhh!!

well a little before my phone died, he said to come up to soccer city

so i went there after church,

he gave me strawberry pocky <3

i gave him sweethearts and a rose

we ate the sweethearts together while we watched his sisters game

then sat down and talked during her second one

afterwards,

we went to applebees with his parents and his sister and her boyfriend

it was like a triple date!! haha

we had an orange chicken thing and i took most of it home XD

we had a perfect kiss when he walked me to my doorstep as i was dropped off

and i didnt wanna leave <3

i love him so much :)

snow pictures :)

HAPPY HEARTAGRAM DAY!

any  HIM fan would know its heartagram day :)

i made these 2 heartagram backrgounds

everything white is transparent so you can set the color :D

they work great on Tumblr, click to see mine!

i ♥ photoscape :D

i always thought about downloading it but i never did until now

but i love it!!! good thing i took the chance :)

(something he says all the time... you wouldnt understand XD i still dont)

my sister and me and nicko :D

looks like we've been together forever <3

here is a naughty picture too lol

look at ur own rist XD XD

[click to see]

not really that bad lol

cute text, ♥

blah..

we had another snow day...
i was a bit bored
i played bass, listened to Dir En Grey and Gackt all day
i played a Sonic game on Wii...
it was wierd lol
but the best part of the day:
i had a 3 way phone call with Chloe and Nicko :D

spent the day with nick :)

he's the sweetest guy in the world.

there's alot of snow outside, enough to close our schools

and he walked all the way over to my house just because he wanted to see me

it was cold and he was soaking wet when he got here

and stayed from around 11 in the morning until 4 something pm

i'm so glad i got to see him <3

[click here for more pictures]

i love him so much <3

i was bored...

nothing to say about today...
my hair is messy...

red & white dance

last night Nicko took me to his school's dance

we went with his friend Chris and his date...

but at first none of us wanted to be there

we came a little early and thought no one would show up

but eventually people did which is good :)

i honestly wasn't looking forward to the dance and was really scared to go...

because of a mishap earlier in the day...

but as soon as nick got out of the car i had to smile

and he got me a big bouquet of flowers :)

but at the dance at first no one was really dancing 

so we were over in our little corner of the room dancing to ourselves and minding our own business lol

after a little while people got up to the floor and we went out there too

i had a lot of fun dancing then we went to get drinks

...nick found coffee

but there was no creamer

so he loaded it with sugar lol

we shared it,

but even though i only had a little i got really really hyper

(and a really really burnt tongue lol)

so because i was hyper

and having fun, i wasnt as shy and danced more

we were being silly together and it was awesome

i was really giggly and jumpy and he would pick me up and we laughed alot

i loved it :) 

technically we went to the dance as only friends...

but we left as each other's again ♥

i'm not really sure how i won him over...

maybe i looked pretty?

maybe its because i made sure not to let it ruin the night?

maybe because i made sure to smile for him?

or maybe its because he loves me

all may be a factor :)

~~♥~~

afterwards we went to chris' house

and after some other things watched tv and ate goldfish

i about fell asleep on nick

and in the car i almost did again

he walked me to my door and kissed me goodbye at the end of the night

then when he got home we went to sleep at the same time :)

Photography - February Moon

Lyrics - Little Did I Know

that one night and that one name
trouble comes with that one name
and i cant imagine what i'd do
what i'd do, oh without you
here for me, each and every day
to calm me down and wipe my tears away
i found out all i do is cry amounts of an ocean
but i cant swim...

so i'll wrap myself up in the love i have left
and let my lord lay me to rest
because i had so much to give
but no longer a reason to live
you let go of my hand and let me sink
at my cries for mercy you turned your cheek
i gave my all to you from the very start
little did i know you would break my...heart...

i went to sleep to only to dream sweet
to dream of raindrops hitting our feet
and giving me kisses and holding me long
for hours and hours singing our song
but then i reached and you held out your hand
then pulled it away as the thunder began
i thought i was good until i was left in the dark
and i cant see...

so i'll wrap myself up in the love i have left

and let my lord lay me to rest

because i had so much to give

but no longer a reason to live

you let go of my hand and let me sink

at my cries for mercy you turned your cheek

i gave my all to you from the very start

little did i know you would break my...heart...

 - and i cant take it

stepping all around the pieces

 - and i can feel it

stabbing into my flesh

 - you can destroy it

with one simple word

but build it again with 3

...do you love me?

morp!

lol @ these 2 guys in my art class XD

i'm 17 now!

rabbito made me this for my present ^_^

thankyoo rabbito :D

today actually didnt start off that good...

most of the school day was no fun at all

either boring or bad

but

when i got home i saw my mom was too

of course the first thing she did was yell at me -_-

but after wards we were gonna go to dinner

and nicko came along too :D

he was wearing a tie and looked adorable XD

it was funny...

the waitor asked me if i was turning not 17

not 16

not 15

not even 14

the waitor asked me if i was turning 10

10 YEARS OLD!!

OMG!!

i was sad haha

but the food was awesome ^_^

its a japanese habachi & sushi bar so its always good

i got nicko to try shrimp for the first time...

i dont know if he will ever eat it again tho XD

after the food

the waitor and another person came up with a drum

and they started singing to me

0_o

then they said to stand up and wanted me to dance

but i curled up in my chair and hid XD

i said i would dance if my sister did and i finally got up there

we danced together :D

then at the end

guess what i did...

the one and only

caramelldansen!!!

in front of everyone in the restaurant lol

embarrassing but funny lol i'll admit

mango ice cream :)

they gave me a tiny cheese cake

i should have took a picture of it

but

 this was all that was left by the time i did XD

these are birthday cards from people :)

the top from my dad

 bottom from my cousin

i got lots of money! 

i can buy school lunch now!!!! :D :D :D

alot of people wrote me a happy birthday on my fb wall too lol

and my friend from when i was little called me in the morning to say happy birthday :D

thanks everyone for making this the first "good" birthday i've had for a very long time :)