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today we are off school....bout a half foot of snow on the ground and still snowin a ltitle bit still ~

was on the phone talking with Nicko earlier 

he's a cutieee  and his voice makes me happy 

all i've been doing today:

 playing sims

 eating pizza rolls

 talking to nick

 singing / listening to music

 being really cold ❅

i also posted some of my [ugly] baby pics earlier xD

but pretty please don't laugh at my uglyness~

i was fat and looked like a boy 

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lately i've been wanting to create my own blogskin...

i really want a 3 column layout >_>

i'm so scared to chang my layout though cuz i've had the same one since i started 

mehh...i dont know >_> i'm scared.... i might get it though...

gosh that song has been so stuck in my head!!

Boomshake by Far East Movement...ahhh i love it 

my favorite song by them~

last night i found out nick took my beefee quiz 

he got everything right  ya baby 

i knew he would get it right tho :P

i think 2 other people have taken it now, one person didn't leave thier name 

i was vewy sad  *sniff sniff* lol

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theme song of the day:

❅ - ♥ - j a h a n e - ♥ - ❅

baby berry...

i think you guys know me well enough to see what i looked like as a kid and baby xD here's some of my baby pictures

i was an ugly baby xDDD'

 people always thought i was a boy :(

 smilin...with no teeth >_>

 me trying to model...think i was 7...i'm so small lol

 my dad =) trying to comb my hair xD he was scared xD

me and my moms friend Alton Fitzgerald-White, he's a broadway actor :)
this was after we saw Lion King (the musical) he played Mufasa
.....i was 10! look how big my teeth were 0_0

^_^ first animated drawing ^_^

oh the cuteness is unbearable! xD

sad little berry :(

not in much of a blogging mood but i've been pixelling a little bit and might post a few new pixels...
maybe later... i need to make the backgrounds transparent...i made a LOT of pixels without making a transparent bg cuz i didn't have photoshop yet... and now i've got probably 100 pixels/adoptables with white bgs! i am too lazy to make them transparent T-T ugh...i need to get ta work! well...i'm gona go make stuff again....ttyl

rough...

my natural hair...
might blog later but right now i'm not in the mood.
might post mored oodles during the day or something
got a modelling audition today and a presentation
wish me luck...
ttyl

new doodles! ~then going to sleep :)

 i was mad when i made that one xD 

now some cuties of me and nicko ^_^

goodnight everyone <33

best friend quiz!

i saw somebody took my BestFriend Quiz ^_^
Joee-Joe you could totally be my BeeFee!! you pass :D haha
you're awesome ^_^ you're the only one who's taken it :)

...now move to the US so we can hang out! haha :)
i can dream right? lol ^_^

sophisticated ;D

this is my look for today

it is "candy cane day" so i wore my red stripe shirt and black cardigan

it's too cold for just that t-shirt so i wore a shirt under it

and the cardigan is to hide my hood xD we're not allowed to have hoods.

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i'm looking especially fair today o_o

that pic is unedited too!

i get a little more pale in winter

not sure if you all have noticed or not xD

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this is my moms old celly that i'm using right now

it's big fat and ugly xD takes up my WHOLE pocket xD

i love it when nicko calls me

sometime soon we're supposed to kick it old school

and have a dinner by candle light

i hope it will be for our anniversarry

it will be amazing and so cute and perfect...♥

i love him i cant wait~

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for breakfast right now i am eating Kashi cereal

it is called "Heart to Heart"

its like honey nut cheerios but not as much honey except on the heart shaped pieces, and it helps your heart be healthier it is one of my favorite cereals

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i really do not want to go Government today

 i don't want to get bullied...

they do it every day then act so

it pisses me off 

i havent done anything to anyone in that room~

so i just wont participate anymore

if i don't participate then they cant interrupt me

ughh...its not fair tho

i want to participate still >_< oh well,

for now i will just keep writing bills and do committees but wont speak infront of the class or anything

the teacher will get them to stop, he said

he already got someone in trouble for being rude to me

i may not be the very best student,

but he knows i havent been mean and that no one deserves to be bullied

well, ttyl

my cute little drawings :)

like them? :D

i don't like bullies.. (╥﹏╥)

i am so tired of my government class! see, i really really love that class, its fun and i love learning about that stuff... and now that we're doing a mock congress i thought it would be so much fun and i was so excited about it n_n but now, everybody is except a select few is really mean to me. like the other day, someone pulled my chair from under me and i ended up sitting under the table for a second out of shock / confusion...next day, i came in and some of my classmates were making fun of me by sitting under the table and laughing at me... ( ╯.╰ ) and whenever i get called on to talk, the girl next to me turns around and laughs :( or people make noises and put in thier 2 cents. today when my bill was up for debate, and alot of people liked it, i didn't even get a chance to talk.....and it was MY bill! which means i'm always aloud to talk... someone in the back said "can we just fail it already?" and everyone laughed along with him and once again there i am...sitting in a room where maybe 3 people might give a damn about how i feel. it fucking sucks...i hate it. we're seniors in high school...and we can't even let someone talk without making fun of them? are we 10? the funniest part about this is that i am the one that has been held back...i failed in highschool for the most part and will be back for a 5th year to make up for classes that i failed, and its the ones who are on track to graduation that are being immature and making fun of me....you'd think they would be more mature than i am.. i am not mean to anyone in that class. there are people in there who i've stood up for before, one of the people laughing at me used to be my best friend a few years ago... i feel like shit when i'm in that class now and it used to be my favorite class. its to the point where i don't even want to participate anymore because everyone is so mean and rude to me. it's things like this that make me want to stop being nice to people i don't like. i never get anything back...they're just mean still.. (╥﹏╥)

career assessment results!

basically you take 3 assessments and they predict what career you should have

...they got me on the dot i think ^_^

(click to enlarge)

hopefully i can have an art career~ we'll see~