heartbroken...

(ignore this post i was just ranting cuz i was upset)
my boyfriend just said that he was with his ex-girlfriend at her job and that he loves her and he's sorry...

i know he's not sorry...

why did i even try...

how could i possibly think someone actually loved me?

how dumb am i?

i'm dumber than dumb.

how did i end up like this again?

i'm devistated

devistated over the one person who picked up the pieces

just to make me happy after the last time my heart was broken

i am one stupid girl.

he conviced me to take a chance

and i was scared

but i took it.

i was happy

i was in love

now im crushed over that same person

i was about to send him "happy sweetest day"

but i saw a new message so i looked...

this is what i made for him

i spent forever trying to make them perfect...

i wrote a long note to go with it and i was gonna sing him the song i wrote him

but i cant do that now...

that's the last time i take a chance like that

i always, always, always, get my f@#!ing heart ripped to shreds

and no one gives a shit about it

im just another girl...

i'll never be someone's one and only

i'll never be that person someone loves forever

i'll never have the perfect person for me

i'll just die alone

and hopefully soon

because i really am just sick of life

and i don't want it anymore