friends...such an over-used word...

i should stop calling so many people my "friend." i mostly just have aquaintances. people i see at school, they're not really my friends, they don't know me as well as they think they do and probably dont even understand me...they couldnt if they tried. the only people who i can honestly call my friends, are my online friends. they're always nice to me. like Rabbito, Aidyl, Rineko, Candy Tuft...they are all so nice to me and like me and actually care. you guys are my friends :) then i have my two best friends, Nicko and Bella.

nicko - my best friend and fiance. i love him with all of my heart and always will. i will never let him go, he means so much to me. i'm always open with him and can tell him anything and he can do the same with me. we like the same things and likes doing the same things and always makes me so happy, he accepts me for who i am and doesnt care what i watch, or play, or do, and always loves me no matter what.

Bella - she is like my little sister. i have never met her in real life but we talk every day and sometimes have web cam chats. she loves music like i do and we like the same kind, and she's super random and writes stories and plays sims, so we always have something to talk about.

 all of you that are my real friends, i love you!! you guys have always been nice to me and talked to me when i needed someone, made me happy when i was sad and were nice to me when no one else really was.

you guys might not know this...but i'm really really shy in person. if i didnt know any of you in real life, and then i saw you...i would be too scared to even say hi! even if we were in a class at school. i'm really quiet and dont talk much. i'm an introvert and i tend to keep to myself as much as possible...blogging is like my get-away. its like paradise here because this is where i'm not shy.

i can express myself here and people not only pay attention...but they like it!

sometimes its like a dream... 

i have 41 followers and get aout 14 unique visitors every day...that means alot of people know who i am

you guys might not get how excited that makes me...

i'm noticed :) i like that

and i would rather have online friends than ones in real life

i dont like to hang out with a lot of different people, only certain ones

i really only like to hang out with nicko because he's the only person i am comfortable around

but i love to talk and send funny pictures and share thoughts...

so i love email and IM :)

and the friends i've made online are the best!!!

thanks to all of you :)

i love you guys!!!

and i dont mind making more friends here :)

so if u wanna say hi then go ahead :D