sooo sleepy >_< and no snow day :(

i did not want to go to school today =.=

i felt sick all weekend and still feel sick right now >_<

blehh! my throat hurts so bad :[

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nick called me again this morning :)

i was so happy~ i love to hear his voice ♥

we also established this morning that my farts are nuclear bombs and that he finds it attractive xDDD oh man i love this boy so much ♥

last night i finally got to tell him how i felt about something that was really bothering me.. i was so scared that he would be mad at me, but he wasn't.. i'm really glad i finally got to get it all out because it was really tearing me up.

i love him more than anything ♥

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this morning i had cheese crackers for breakfast xD

they were pretty good ^-^ different brand then we usually get also

teehee i want some more ^_^ wahh :[

good thing it is already 10:00 am

all my classesa re only 28 minutes today!

h  a  p  p  y  h  a  p  p  y  :]

i am so hungry! i wanna go home

i have no lunch money >_> grr

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haha i take too many pics >_>

do i?? nick made fun of me yesterday cuz i take so many pictures lol

do you think it's a bad thing?

or is it one of the things you like about my blog?

i wanna know what you guys like or dislike about my blog so i can make it better :)

maybe i'll get more readers ^_^ i would ♥ that

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random photoscape edit haha

btw, if you wanna link exchange let me know! i have a marquee full of names already but i'd like more affies :)

jahane! ♥

new necklace! snow, and i've been doodling :)

taken from my window

both are unedited

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it snowed alot today! so crazy, you couldnt even see the steet!

right now we have a 2 hour delay but i'm hoping for snow day :)

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also, i got this necklace the other day at that store where i got that amazingly cheep shirt!

i freakin' love discount stores!!! this necklace was 5$ :) i saw one for 12 in the mall and it wasnt even as cute as this one. 
i have a thing for chains...any jewelry that looks like chains, i want it!

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today i started to randomly doodle on photoshop
and now i'm addicted!
i made these 3 pictures ^_^ arent they cute?!?

it's hard to draw with this stupid laptop mouse @_@

i want one of those drawing pads >:D

then i'll be a monsta! hahaha!

well goodnight everyone :)

Take my Best Friends Quiz!

here's the link as you all await xD
click here for the quiz! =D

Photoscape Tutorial - Newspaper

i was fooling around and ended up making a newspaper xD
no one will probably use this, but i thought it was still fun :)
+ i need to know how to post these tutorials, so this will be a test run :) bear with me people! haha

the article is funny xD click to enlarge

Step 1:  go to "page" and follow this:

it could work with any other of the frames too maybe, but i chose this one.

Step 2: now go to the "edit" tab and choose a picture.

*this will not change what you did in the "page" tab

Step 3: make the picture a little more black and white with the Remove Color Cast tool.

Step 4: use the "Cellophane" filter.

*try to use the effect really low so its not overbearing.

Step 4: one of the most important parts and i lost the pic :(

use the "Newsprint" effect under Filters and set it to a low level then save the picture.

Step 5: go back to "page" and insert the picture you just edited then click Edit

Step 6: Write an article. 

*make it funny, interesting or just anything! have fun with it :)

 After you've added the text you should have something like this:

Step 7: name your paper!

Step 8: combine it all ~

Step 9: Add texture

*click the texture once or twice to your liking. it will make it look like paper :)

 Step 10: Film Effect

*to enhance a little of the paper-y look

and now you have your own newspaper!

click to enlarge and enjoy :)

(feel free to comment your opinions or suggestions!)

new shirt! ~i love discount stores ^ω^

 a couple of days ago when i went to the modelling appointment~

we stopped at a store to get a christmas present for my sis

and i found a few cheep tops that my mom let me get! 

(click the picture below for my comments on it)

i sooo love it! its a different style than i usually wear

but i really like it :) and i love the color ~ ♥

i got a couple of other shirts also, but havent worn them yet :)

will post pics when i do tho~

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in the meantime ~
i finished making my BeeFee Quiz!
click here if you wanna take it ^-^
just do it for fun if you want xD
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mehh today has been very uneventful so far...
not such a good mood either  sigh..
this "being happy" thing is getting hard again,
i wanna go places, but have no one to go with me..
also can't drive or money for bus fare
[[and no jobs have called me back yet]]
i'm starting to get very frustrated >_>
 just somebody kidnap me?!! 

KITTY, PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER!!!

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as for the photoscape tutorials ~

i am figuring out a way to do them :)

probably the screenshot way

but what would you all like to see first?

i'm thinking of doing a vintage photo first

let me know your suggestions :)

j  a  h  a  n  e  ♥

good mooood ^_^ nicko i love you!! ♥

Happy, happy, happy in love...oh boy i think i've fallen,

happy, happy, happy in love...i'm so in love

my boy is the best ♥  i was considering not taking my celly to school with me today [cuz nick doesnt have a cell right now so i had no reason to bring mine]  but i ended up taking it anyway.  

~ well, he called me from his house this morning just to say "i love you" and that he hopes i have a good day ♥ ♥ ♥

SOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!

i am in the best mood <33 he is so so so soooo sweet!!

just like candy  ♥

last night me and him also chatted with my mom....it was quite the conversation xD

we talked about nicko being an underwear model and before that we were talking about manatees and that i think it would be sexy if he sat on one xD dont ask!! hahaha...

then we were talking about taking a picture of nick in boxer briefs and making it into a huge poster, and we couldnt figure out a background and then i remembered i could always change it on photoshop.
nick: well, what would you change it to?
me: hmm...i'll put you on a beach with some palm trees...and dolphins jumpin around!! xD
mami: no, manatees...
me: 0_o
all: *burst into laughter*

itas hilarious xD

hopefully me and nick get to go to the festival of lights this year =)

i really wanna go...i heard there are baby animals!

speaking of baby animals... i have some photography of wild animals from this summer i have yet to put up, so i'm editing my favorite ones and then i will put them up :) you will like them ^_^

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i went to the modelling appointment last night...it was so fun!!!

i got to walk on a runway, and everyone said i did good :)

i was the only girl who didnt take off thier heels and i know i had a good walk :)

and despite my fear, i made eye contact with every person in that room.

they really liked me ^_^ i am gonna read a commercial monologue for them soon also, because i get to schedule a second interview~ !!! gotta call saturday to schedule it :) woo!!

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i took some random pictures last night and photoscaped them as i couldnt sleep last night xD

 

i think i've made my way around photoscape...i don't see alot of tutorials for it either,

it's an easy program to use, but would anyone like me to do tutorials for it?

if you do then just tell me and i'll do it ^_^

~~ i know there are photoshop tutorials, but photoshop is also not free so not everyone has it. but photoscape is free so anyone could use it...i basically know my way around every popular online editor because thats all i did pre-photoshop, so what if i did something like that?

Rabbito said i look like an asian baby xD

bored this morning and did a bunch of homework

i played sims all last night and procrastinated >_>; haha

i also couldnt sleep :/ didn't fall asleep until like 3 am T-T

and woke up at 5 @_@ aye cara... muy mal >_<

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i hate not talking to nick in the mornings TT^TT

we need to be able to talk before school

and later into the night than just 10 pm :(

thats probably why i don't sleep.. i miss him

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i got a omment from Rabbito this morning...

i started laughing so hard when i saw that last line...

she said i look like an asian baby!!! xDDD

that's a new one xD i ♥ her forever xD

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i got some colorful sparkly gel pens this summer

and just opened the pack 2 days ago ^_^

i think it's kinda funny that it is missing a yellow xD

i love them so much! they write so smooth ~

it makes me wanna write cute notes to my bf xD ♥

and to my beefee rabbito :D i might actually write one ^_^

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i got another 100% today on my quiz ^_^

unfortunately i focused so hard on my other classes,

that i neglected one of my classes nd now have a bad grade!!

so i gotta work on that...

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and to nick: good luck on your tests today!! =)

well thats about all for now...

j  a  h  a  n  e  ♥

screenshot collages

from the sacrament video by HIM

 i really miss my nicko :( i got to see him on webcam last night after he finally got his working....first time i seen his face in over too weeks and still pretty as ever! i wish we saw eachother more :( he just lives up the street and around a few corners...i hate the cold but i would walk to him if he wanted me to <3

he don't have a celly now tho :[ his parents were trippin for who knows what reason and took it...so now no more morning chats before school starts :( which means i am very tired in morning cuz he wakes me up xD
soon i wont have a celly :/ the contract for my cell phone ends at the end of the month @_@ but i think that's okay. i will get a cheep phone and a cheep service this time around. i only text 4 people...mom, tehya, papi and nicko and those are the only people i call also +grandma so i dont need nothing fancy =) maybe i'll get cincinnati bell or cricket.. not sure yet. we will see ^_^

i am actually happy 2 start over with a new phone...i wont give anyone my # so i wont get annoyed, and i'll only talk to the people i need to :) +mobiles can cause problems... like when ppl you don't like try to text you or just say they wanna hang out and that they're coming to my house =.= no. your not coming to my house...me no like you. xD if they don't text me, then i will never know...and they cant warn me so i can act like i'm not home even better :) it'll be nice when no one has my number. no more chain messages or people attempting to start "drama"

i wore my guitar pick earings today. they say "rebel" hahaha i bought them from claire's when i was like 1 years old xD i only bought them cuz they had some guitars and black and white studs came with them...i didn't really want these xD

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my fingers are frozen ;-;
oh yeah, and you know how i said i was gonna make an entry exam to be my beefee? (sounds cuter than BFF hahaha xD sounds....beafy >:D xD well anyway...) i'm actually making it xD just for fun!

well...ttyl!

in need of a new beanie >_>

i want this beret!! badly! it reminds me so much of the beanie i want ^_^ but...will it look wierd when i re-dye my hair black ? i always thing that black beanies on people with black hair look funny...people with brown hair look better with them than black hair.  i love beanies!! i used to have them in so many colors, but people borrowed them and never gave back...then they moved =.= hat steelers XD
i had a teal one, (i'll admit i look better in green than any color) i had a dark purple one, i have a maroon one that i've had forever cuz it used to be my moms, an ivory one i collected from a yard sale, used to have a brown one, a dark green one, a gray one, blue one and a rainbow striped one...and they're all gone T^T one day i will do my collection all over again! even if i have to buy a bunch of white ones and dye them i will have them back!!!!
gahh, i need a job. i've applied so many places @_@
i also have apps to turn in still....
i need to turn in another gamestop one and a wet seal one and just reaplied to the craft shop then applying at wal-mart and following up on kroger and checking in @ shoe carnival then see if hot topic said anything then check my email to see if i got anything from Nike or Converse...or Forever 21 or the Dollar Store or the other craft store or the other grocery store or the drug store or the food court or the...the... *faints*

TOO MANY APPLICATIONS!!!!! DEEEEEEEEATH!!!!

o.o ... *twitches* e_e

ughh >_> well so far the most promising jobs are from shoe carnival and hopefully that modelling agency accepts me, thats a job ^_^ jesus christ superstar this work is so hard!

i used to have an unhealthy obsession with that musical >_> and now i hate it haha actually i only think i hate it i havent seen it since i was like 9 haha. i'm so bored! sitting in study hall waitin for it to be over. the day goes fast after lunch basically, especially after this bell. i think it goes fast after lunch because i like the classes after it. we have a mock congress for the next 2 weeks till winter break and i'm in 2 commitees....i write bills :D hell ya! its awesome :] so far none have been read yet...but i have 2 more ideas. technically after you turn in 2 bills you already pass for the whole 2 weeks but if you write more than 2 you get extra credit so i'm doing that! i think its fun.

and everyone likes my present outfit! they all say they like my socks xD and the holly berry on my face. i like it too :D yay! i farted... i think the guy next to me heard it :/ i'm hyper cuz i had sausage for breakfast! don't ask why sausage makes me hyper cuz i dont even know....i love it :D i farted again :( 

well i'm gonna play some mahjongg. does anyone else ever play it? its been one of my favorite things since i was only 8 ^_^ kyodai is the best though

sorry for all the randomness.........bye!!!