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Tuesday, January 11

snow day, kissing myself, online graffiti, super jealousy and pictures with my kawaii beefee kaitlin!! quite a busy post xD

well yesterday did not go as planned... 
i wanted to see my ....moo  
today we have the day off school....... 
but i am not very happy about it  
we have exams tomaro and today.......
was supposed to be review day  
and i needed the review 
now i am home on webcam with nicko
to pass the time...he's so cute 
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i am kissing myself  haha ewwie i would NEVER 
don't have enough self-confidence for that xD
wanna see some stuff i've been doing lately on vandalsquad?
here's my lastest pieces i've done on Graffiti Studio!
 3D piece done today...i love it :)
 chibi me! :D my cute character
 sevnd<3 that is nicko's tag on there, mine is KOTEN or KO-10
 the character was supposed to look like me ^_^ 
 tried to get realistic with my character xD
 i did the character, nick did the piece ^_^
 my kawaii snow piece! i ♥ it!!!
i made ville :D HIM inspired piece
visit my vandalsquad profile to see all of my stuff :)
i might end up on one of the top crews on that site
one of the people in the crew really likes my style ^_^
never thought this would happen haha
my jealousy has been getting the best of me lately
sometimes i just feel like...well i don't know how to describe it..
i don't like it though....not at all 
 ❝jealousy's the cousin of greed❞
it's true... i want him all to myself.... 
i get jealous when girls talk to him all the time...
my blog friends, i don't mind them talking to my boy,
~ cuz i can trust you guys 
but other girls.... i do not trust them......
i do not like it when a girl will talk to my boy every single day
then only talks to me when he is offline ~
& when we are both on, does not talk to me 
but when they do talk to me, act like everything is fine 
 that is a NO NO!!!! not fine at all ~!!! 
and i get jealous very very easy now 
this song brought up those feelings...
this song makes me scared...
❝It's been a while, since I've gone 
and fucked things up, just like i always do....
i t ' s  b e e n  a  w h i l e  , 
but all that shit seems to disappear 
w h e n    i ' m    w i t h    y o u
but everything I can't remember, 
as f u c k e d up as it may seem...
the consequences that I've rendered, 
i've gone and  f u c k e d  things up again
❞

i might put this song in my "songs left unexplained" section..
it has enough meaning in it do be there..
i always loved this song, until it applied to me...
this is part two of this feeling...
❝I learned to live half alive
& now you want me one more time..

w  h  o   d  o   y  o  u   t  h  i  n  k   y  o  u   a  r  e  ?
running 'round leaving scars...
collecting your jar of hearts,
a n d  t e a r i n g  l o v e  a p a r t . .
you're gonna catch a cold,
from the ice inside your soul...
so don't come back for me,

who do you think you are?..❞
there is too much... too many feelings for this blog
i'll blog the whole of these feelings in private..
very touchy subject...you know...
i think i am going to start pixelling again ^_^
the more bored i get, the more i think about it xD
i always get bored and go on photobucket
and i collect pixels @_@
most of the ones i use, i make them on my own
but i sometimes i use ones i find laying around
i want to learn to animate on photoshop >_< idk how!
but i will be pixelling again :) and probably re-do my old resource site...cuz i really miss it xD
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now to end this post, some pics with kaitlin we took in the library!
this is the friend i told you all about yesterday ^_^ 
free books!!!
:D i caught her by surprise :D
now we're sad :(
now we're not sad anymore :D
now we're bored x_x
now we're giggling :D
now we're super kawaii :D :D
and now kaitlin's confuzzled xD
i hope everybody is having a good day today :)

1 comment:

Joee Joe said...

I LOVE YOUR GRAFITTI!!! >w< So cool!! :D

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