random survey

i just find these online because i get really bored lol

Would you shave your head if a family member asked you to because they had cancer?
prbably not...im not close enough to anyone in my family to have the drive to do that

Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
no

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
generally yes, but certain people can figure me out

Are you wasting your time on someone?
yea, and i wish i didn't give a shit about her.

Explain the lasy time you threw up:
i wanted to cry but i held it back which made me sick, then i finally let it out and i cried so hard i threw up -.-

Last thing that made you cry:
thoughts of her

Do you have a bad temper?
yea, but it was dormant for about a year
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Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
yeah <3

How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime?
around 40 i think

How often do you think about suicide?
there's no purpose in answering this question

What is your deepest fear?
heartbreak, abandonment and being forgotton
happening in that direct order

Do you REALLY love all your family?
no.

What do you want to believe in?
that i can actually be happy and no one will be in my way

Do you have a secret crush on someone?
no

Are you proud of who you are?
no

Do you feel alone even in crowded rooms?
yea, but only if i know everyone in the room. if i dont know anyone then i feel really content and alive

What is the worst thing a person could do to you and still be forgiven?
i forgive everyone as long as they apologize.

You're dying in 10 seconds, what are your last words to your best friend?
i love you

...to your worst enemy?
say you forgive me

Do you care if people hate you?
immensely. it bothers the hell out of me.

Freedom or safety?
freedom

Think of a random person, and give them a message here, no names:
you can leave my bedside at any time, i don't want any trouble..

Has a song ever made you cry?
oddly...parkway drive makes me cry lol thats wierd huh? i didnt expect it at all lol

A book ever made you cry?
i cant recall

Is the world crumbling to pieces?
well...pretty much

Name on moment where you couldn't control your rage:
when i finally got fed up enough to show it.

Name one moment where you sincerely wanted to just die:
late last june

For the last one, just say anything you want, anything at all:
God, If you don't hate me, then please give me a sign.