dressed up with no place to go xD - SUPER FAIL!!!

ohayogozaimasu...ahhh not so good morning >.<

today is the first monday back from springbreak and right now i'm basically blogging in my sleep!

i woke up so late that i missed my bus and i dont even feel like getting up! wahhh T - T someone just tranquilize me so i dont have to go to school!!!

well since i'm on here, i will tell you this funny story about saturday.

pretty embarrassing too - might i add lol

well this saturday we were supposed to go to a wedding, and i very much did not want to go =.= but i got ready and everything anywway and we leave for it. well  my sister is reading  directions (idk why she didnt give the directions to me) and she read them right, but my mom heard wrong and i was too annoyed so i wasnt payed attention and we got super lost >.< so of course i was happy because that means we're going back home! :D unfortunately we didnt know how, because we were lost...and we got so much more lost that we ended up finding the place! we turned on the street and as soon as we get to the light, a train decides to not only go, but stop right in front of us! 1 minute before the wedding. and i am a late freak! we tried to drive around it, but coulldnt find a way, and we asked someone and he said all we can do is wait so i was like ugh! but she went back and waited...wait wait wait....then the train started moving! at like 2 miles per hour -.- well then we drive to the churc...cricket cricket...uh no one's here, what the hell. 

mom: i'm confused...

me: mami...are you sure it was today

mom: i was pretty sure, tehya check the date

tehya: i dont have that paper?

mom: okay *pulls out invite from purse*

me & tehya: o_o

mom: ... um... its on the 13th..

me: DDDDDD:<<<<< you brought me all the way down here to someowhere i didnt want to go just to ruin my day with an invisible wedding that wasnt even on the right day!? ^&**$$$(%)*^%#$!!!!!!!!!!

if you know me very well, you know how mad something like that would make me...furious!!! ahhh so so mad. and embarrassed! i wanted to go to the mall that day and she f'd it! >:(

still got to see nicko though so i was ok later :) 

i wish the night could have been a little better though.

i say that because i was completely uncomfortable having to be in a room with his friend's gf that i really dont like. since i had the oppurtunity, i asked her about the rumor she spread last year. she says it wasn't her, but there's no way that it couldnt be. she said it to my friend, and that friend not to be mean but isnt smart enough to pull soething like that out of her ass and wouldnt do that to me now matter how bad we fight. i also hadnt talked to her in months, so she wouldnt even know that stuff. i like how she is evading the fact that she said and tried to say it wasnt her. you're caught! you should have just said you were wrong! >:/

this is what i've said before, people do stuff and no one ever calls them out on it. second person that i have. one of my other friends did something to me last year around this time, seriously her and her friends had a "plan" to break up me and nick so she could go out with him. she was my friend for 2 yrs already! she never confronted me about it to say sorry, she always "liked" stuff about me and him on facebook and acted cool to my face, even said stuff like "if anyone ever flirted with him i'd tell you".....but she was the one flirting! :( i got the perfect oppourtunity to bring it up after one of those "like" games on FB, the one where its "1 thing i like about u, 1 thing i dislike about u and something i've always wanted to tell you...like this and i'll do one for you" so i did, and for the 1 thing i dislike i said "something you did that i dont think you knew that i know about but i do" and then she sent me a very very very long im sorry text message. we made up, but i dont talk to her anymore...but at least she owned up.

2 other people i have called out, even in private! that didn't say sorry, an old good friend and the girl i metioned earlier. and im not stupid, i know they did it, the old friend there was proof and this girl is the only one who could have said it.

the sad part about it, is that even your friends will do this shit to you!

i don't know why people backstab like that >:/ people that i didn't even like i've always been nice to them and wouldnt stab them in the back, i didn't do anything to them and still they do shit to me. i hate that. especially when my own friend did it, the sad part is it was always the people i was friends with that did the worst things!  ugh that sucks! which is why in RL i don't have alot of friends, because i lost interest in having "friends" now because of being hurt by so many friends. i'm really only interested in online friends now because i've such a better experience with them and they're so much nicer and more trustworthy to me. i'm still nice to people in RL but i'm not as nice as i was. i'm done being nice to people when they are going to backstab me and not even own up. if you cant own up, then you're not worth it point blank period.

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so, i know i wanna go shopping for clothes...

but i thnk i might buy a drawing tablet with 80 of the $

my boy has one and i've been playing with it all week,

kinda like it :) so im thinking about it...

since i love to draw and it would help with my designs

i like it now :) still think its a bit hard to use though

but i guess if i have my own then id get used to it easier

and speaking of my boy, i get to see him today =)

which is good cause i need to >.<

because i have to miss dance class this week ;'( woe is me!

i am so sad about it :( i'm gonna be so behind!!

he better give me lots of cuddles and kisses today >_<

baby can we go to the mall finally? xD

p.s. i told you i'd be in some dance videos from class, nothing pro or anything tho xD on my dance teacher's facebook page he has 2 videos posted, of course the only 2 i messed up in! xD but look on his wall and the videos are near the bottom. his name is Steve Irwin, yeah just like the crocodile hunter lol but he's actually a dancer! he just hunts for music to move to :)

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i am soo bored, just looking at clothes on yesstyle.com blahh

i still want those shoes from there :[ soo  so bad

i really want this cute dress thingie :) its 13.50$

this skirt :) adorable...really want it >.< ~ 25.00$

kitty sweater <33 25.29$ >. <

i love too many things on that site @_@ moww

i got mad just now >:[ i just saw 2 of the girls in my class flirt with one of my groupmates when he delivered something to the teacher, and those 2 girls are friends with his girlfriend  that he has been dating since freshman year! he's a nice person and didn't flirt back but it was still wrong of them, that's thier freidns bf, they should know better :/ they have been friends since middle school...they better be happy his gf isnt in this class or she would chew them down to thier souls >.<

and i honestly think i have a gas problem :( i cant stop farting!

will blog later :) xo, aeribaby <3