grrr >.<; wierd mood today!

[pic from yesterday]

i am frustrated today ~

nick's mom wouldnt let him come to church with me so i was sad :(

and he was upset as well and i could tell...

but he said 

"i want to take my anger out on you 

and i usually would but i wont"

which made me feel a little better...

sometimes he would take out his anger on me even if it wasnt my fault

but everyone does that to someone at some point in thier life ~

i do that to my sister sometimes, and to myself alot :/

but it really meant alot to me that he said that

because it shows that he cares alot about me :)

things like that always mean something special to me...

like there was a point in time where he didnt like me as much as he used to..

but he said he wanted to fix it and he did <3

and i still get[c h o k e d  u p]when i think about it

because its so special to me that he would do that

because most people will give up on a relationship when they stop liking the person they're with

but he didn't :) unlike everyone else, which is one of the many things that make him so special to me

IN OTHER NEWS:

my favorite bra got messed up in the dryer

i'm on the phone with Nicko

I'm eating non-stop @_@

i lost all my bobby pins

and im watching the movie Sex Drive 

XD wierd movie...