yea thats a smile :)

i really do miss nick alot, yesterday we were going to try and hang out

and we got excited because his parents said we could!!

but then while i was walking over, they changed thier minds :(

his mom did that on suday about church too, it makes me sad

but im not giving up so easily >.<

every chance i get that a even might be able to see him im gonna still try

and seeing his message this morning really made me happy :)

we talk alot now, over IM and webcam and i like it :)

its not the same as seeing eachother in person, but i can still see him

and that makes me happy :)

sometimes we get on teamviewer and get on eachothers computers

or we watch the same movie and talk about it together

and i love talking to him this much! it makes me happy :)

and he knows it...

because he checks my blog all the time!!

sometimes when we're on the phone i can hear my blog song playing in the background :)

he says he tends to look at me more when he cant see me

i dont mind the attention ;) but i wanna see my nicko boo!!

i love him so much <3 im glad we can still be this close like this :)

well i have a busy school day today,

im working on artwork, long lesson in math and the senior drama party today!

then later today i'm supposed to be going to a Wine Tasting with my mom for the dance company she is in >.<

i have to be all dressed up!! wish me luck today :)