Songs Left Unexplained #8: Death Is In Love With Us

this song is a huge jam for me, my second favorite of the more punk-heavy oldschool songs by HIM, second to Sigillum Diaboli which is my favorite to jam to.

This song is again off of Razorblade Romance, it's beginning to become my favorite album

see, i warned you all about my sentimental connection to this band :P

here's the Lyrics:

I know it hurts too much
I know that you're scared
I know you're running out of trust
Wishing you were dead
In your misery
You're not alone
So come share your tears with me
And witness it all go wrong

I know it and I feel it
Just as well as you do, Honey
It's not our fault if death's in love with us oh oh
It's not our fault if the reaper holds our hearts

41+66.6 = our loss
We're breathing only to fade away
We're running just to get caught

What love's lies blessed
What love's light cursed
Just fear for the best
And hope for our worst

I know it and I feel it
Just as well as you do, Honey
It's not our fault if death's in love with us oh oh
It's not our fault if the reaper holds our hearts

Death's in love with us oh oh
The Reaper holds our hearts oh oh
Death's in love with us oh oh
And the Reaper holds our hearts oh oh

I know it and I feel it
Just as well as you do, Honey
It's not our fault if death's in love with us oh oh
It's not our fault if the reaper holds our hearts

now for my meaning part...

I know it hurts too much
I know that you're scared
I know you're running out of trust
Wishing you were dead
i was honestly scared to be with him because i didnt want to get hurt again :( it did feel like i was running out of trust because everyone i trusted would turn thier backs on me and do something bad to me and i didnt like it :( he got through to me and i eventually opened up..
In your misery
You're not alone
So come share your tears with me
And witness it all go wrong
basically saying...he knew my heart was broken, but so was his and we had to get through it together
I know it and I feel it
Just as well as you do, Honey
It's not our fault if death's in love with us oh oh
It's not our fault if the reaper holds our hearts
we basically were feeling alot the same and had alot of pain in our past relationships. "death's in love with us" in the sense that pain chased us when it came to love...the good part, is that all that pain chased us until we ran into eachother and now its gone ♥

41+66.6 = our loss
We're breathing only to fade away
We're running just to get caught

What love's lies blessed
there were lots of lies in his past relationship and i was lied to alot in my past ones too
What love's light cursed
when we got together i didnt know that i was ultimately ruining something that had been ongoing for almost half of a decade..and i am still sorry to her for that even though it wasnt all my fault and she would never accept my apology even if i tried to say sorry. love's light shown on me and he noticed and never forgot my face, so he had to find me and he did, but it was like a curse that i ended his relationship with his ex-girlfriend
Just fear for the best
And hope for our worst
he was afraid that i was going to end up like her. he said one time that when things get good he starts messing up and he just knew that we would never make it together, but we have..and he stopped messing up and being mean to me, even though it wasnt often anyway- he's almost never mean to me now and im glad he did that for me :)

I know it and I feel it
Just as well as you do, Honey
It's not our fault if death's in love with us oh oh
It's not our fault if the reaper holds our hearts

Death's in love with us oh oh
The Reaper holds our hearts oh oh
Death's in love with us oh oh
And the Reaper holds our hearts oh oh

I know it and I feel it
Just as well as you do, Honey
It's not our fault if death's in love with us oh oh
It's not our fault if the reaper holds our hearts
death is no longer in love with us, we have eachother to keep us safe from the reaper and now we're in God's hands again. all prayers have been answered...thank you so much ~ ♥