Experimenting with a new style...

lately i got into drawing simple fairies as you've seen in some earlier posts...now today, i ended up making these characters, i guess you'd call them. they're different than my other drawings in a way...it's kind of like my usual faceless people but now they have eyes and noses...i don't know how i came up with this but i kinda like it. and i noticed something about alot of my art...they all have my nose haha, i guess thats how i show myself through my art or somthing. well the first drawing (edited and unedited) is actually the character Karina from my story. Here are my experiments...hope you like them!

Drawing - Waiting

Drawing - Leafbreeze

Lyrics - Forget

what did i do?

how'd i lose you?

the best is all i gave it

i tried so hard to save it

-

but i was in a cage and trapped in

i couldnt figure out what happened

those were your arms i was wrapped in

now im the sh*t hole you just crapped in

-

for 8 long months you heard me screamin (x2)

for 8 long months i saw you leavin(x2)

-

so just go on with your girl,

forget i was here

so just go on with your girl,

forget i was even here

-

you wiped my tears away

you even said sorry

you were my crutch

i loved you so much

-

you stuck a knife in my heart

then i didnt feel so smart

is this some kind of sick art?

i should have known from the start

-

for 8 long months you heard me screamin (x2)

for 8 long months i saw you leavin(x2)
-

so just go on with your girl,

forget i was here

so just go on with your girl,

forget i was even here

-
yea, im singin about you
can you hear me? (you cant)
i'm in the air around you
can you feel me? (you cant)
i'm standing right in front of you
can you see me? (you cant)
-
forget me
completely
delete me
from your memory
kill me
already
can't you see me
running
-
so just go on with your girl,
forget i was here
so just go on with your girl,
forget i was even here (x2)
so just go on with your girl,
forget you saw me bare
so just go on with your girl,
forget that i care
so just go on with your girl,
don't run your fingers through my hair
so just go on with your girl,
what you did wasnt fair
-
what did i do?
how'd i lose you?
the best is all i gave it
i tried so hard to save it...

Drawing - Untitled

Drawing - Cradled in Air

Drawing - Faceless

Drawing - Weeping Fairy

Poem - Looking Back

i look back and remember
i remember a different life
sometimes it saddens me to see all i left behind
sometimes it saddens me to see all who left me behind
i wonder how it would be, maybe if things were different
i don't want things to change anymore
i don't want things to leave
now that everything makes sense


i look back and remember
i remember a different feeling
sometimes it makes me happy that i can be fine here
sometimes it makes me happy that they can be fine with me here
i wonder how it would be, maybe if things were different
i don't want people worry about me
i don't want people to hate
now that everything makes sense

i look back and remember
i remember a different love
it excites me that i found the right person
it excites me that i found true love
i wonder how it would be, maybe if things were different
i don't want to know
i don't want him to leave me
now that everything makes sense

10 Cute Things Guys Do!

i've always wanted to do something like this!

i'm gonna blog up 10 things i think are cute that guys do and/or can do.

Enjoy!

Thing #1 : Enthusiasm!

nothing's cuter than a guy who's excited!  it's nice to know that he likes you just as much as you like him and is enthusiastic about it. when a guy show's his enthusiasm, you can tell he's happy, and knowing that we're making them will make us happy too! it's a win-win situation. GUYS, ITS OK TO SHOW YOUR ENTHUSIASM! it wont make you "less of a man" or anything, i promise :) my boy doesnt mind telling me he's happy with me and i think thats awesome, (just like everything else about him!)

Thing #2 : Phone Calls!

with all the texting in this day & age, its nice to get a phone call every once in a while...especially from a guy you like! i mean phones have numbers and if you press that green button, you can call them! WOW, WHO KNEW? sometimes its easier to have a conversation if you can actually hear the person you're talking to. of course, the conversation will most likely be full of giggles, but on the phone he can't see you blush, so thats an up! (and guys, she can't see you blush either!) the other day, my lovely boyfriend called me and said he missed my voice, it was adorable :)

Thing #3 : The "Good Morning" Text!

i'm sure alot of guys probably do this, but why is it cute? cuz it makes us feel like we're the first thing you thought about when you woke up! (especially if you wake up before we do) it also makes us think you care if we're having a good morning, caring is cute! other ways that count as good morning could be "how are you" or "how did you sleep" in the morning, those are also nice :)

Thing #4 : Meeting Half-Way!

if you're going to walk somewhere and he meets you halfway, thats cute! and when it comes to "meeting half way" i mean that in more than one way. It could mean that you're going somewhere and he meets you half way there OR it could mean that he's coming to you so you can walk together to wherever you're going. either way, its cute that he doesn't want you to walk alone :) me and nicko meet half-way alot, it makes me feel special, haha

Thing #5 : When Guys Just Be...Guys!

ok, this might sound wierd to some, but i love when guys are just guys! i think its cute when they eat messy, yell random obsceneties, perverted jokes and even burp & fart! as gross as you think it may be, i just love it! it makes you feel like they're comfortable around you which is always a good thing...and i think its funny, cuz i'm wierd :P

Thing #6 : Guy Giggles!

girls giggle, but i found out guys do too! and its CUTE! i was on the phone with my boyfriend one night and we were both giggling! it was the cutest thing ever! that way i knew he was as excited and happy as i was.

Thing #7: When They Wanna Take Pictures With You!

who wouldn't want pictures with the guy they like? of course the girl wants pictures with him, but its cuter when he wants pictures with you! that way you know he wants to remember you and maybe even show you off! definately cute :) as everyone knows, me and my boyfriend have alot of pictures together, i think its adorable! (and we're cute together ;D )

Thing #8 : PDA!

public displays of affection, we all know what that is :) its another one of those things that shows he's comfortable around you but it also says he definately likes you and isn't embarrassed by you! (unless he's shy, which is totally different) some other things i would consider PDA are him introducing you to his friends and parents and not minding you being around them, talking nicely about you to people and letting everyone know they're with you. i think thats cute! My boyfriend even kisses me in public and doesnt seem to mind at all and i love it :)

Thing #9 : When They Look a Mess!

i think its just sooooooooo cute when my boyfriend is a mess (when he thinks he is, anyway) i like when he's just wearing whatever he throws on and he's got his hair back and is all sweaty and stuff. I don't know why but its a total turn on! he thinks he "looks like crap," i think its hot ;]

Thing #10 : Songs & Poems!

its so cute when they write poems or songs for the girl they like. its one of the cutest things to me, maybe cuz i'm an artsy type of girl. its so cool when they can show thier feelings through any form of art and even cuter when they show it to you! it can make a girl feel really special and a sweet way to let them know they're being thought about. before we went out, my boyfriend wrote me a poem and it definately changed my mind about not wanting a boyfriend (and now i'm happier than ever that i'm with him!)

while i was writing this, my boyfriend actually asked me how it was coming along...another cute thing (lol) he just oozes adorableness! XD well that was 10 (well, techinically 11, haha)things i think are cute...i might do another post kinda like this sometime, it was fun! lol

First Day of School...

yep, that was me this morning.

poor little ol' berry was scared to go to school

i didn't wanna meet new teachers or new people and i missed summer already. i was worried, once again, that i'd have a bad year...again...as usual. FINALLY i'm in my Junior year

but i still feel like its my first year of highschool. i still feel like i just came from NCH and just moved here, but at the same time i don't...its so odd and confusing.

actually, today wasn't bad at all. i knew people in all of my classes and i had people to sit with at lunch and i even had lunch money for once. everyone said hi to me and they were happy to see me. a few of my friends (specifically chloe and kevin) nearly killed me with hugs, lol. Kevin squeezed the life out of me then flipped me over and carried me down the hallway, then when i finally got outside chloe attacked me "IT'S MY BERRY!!!!!" and also squeezed the life out of me. nothing extremely exciting or important happened, but so far its been a pretty good first day. hopefully the rest of the year is good too, haha

well, turns out because of my dumbness and disorganization, i'm in credit recovery ALL year. i don't enjoy the thought of that...but at least we have B lunch and my friends Zakk and Travis are in there so i'm not alone. I'm taking a class on Animal Care and i'm taking Psychology and Sociology @_@ it sounds really hard but i'm looking foreward to those classes. hopefully psychology can help me understand myself and other people better and maybe help me not be as shy. In animal care...there's alot of animals lol i sit in front of a tank of turtles. (I LOVE TURTLES) and i have english 3. those are my classes for 1st semester and i think i might actually do good! i'm hoping to say hi to Ms.Ruder tommorrow morning, my old biology teacher from last year, she might have been one of the coolest teachers i've ever had and she actually believed in me. i started off the school year with an F and ended with an A because of her, so i wanna thank her.

i noticed alot of people were absent and alot of my friends graduated...i'm sad about that, it means less hugs!

*its so tragic!*

well wish me luck that the next days will be as good as the first!

Watching Summer Drift With The Clouds (taken yesterday, my last day of summer)

"Our Future"

just the thought makes me so excited!

the other night i was hanging out with my boyfriend. we were waiting for his friend to get back from somewhere so we were sitting alone talking. After a little while we ended up on the subject of our future. i had never really talked to anyone about a future we would have, probably because i never thought i would truly have a future with anyone. he just brought it out there and asked me if i thought we had a future together. of course i do, i love him with all my heart. he said "let's talk about that" and it was really touching to me the way he said that and he smiled. he actually wanted to talk about it with me. he asked me where i would want to live and that it could be anywhere because we would be married, like starting a new life. i mentioned new york, i love it there. it turns out his favorite view is the city skyline, just like mine! we talked about how many kids we'd have and thier names...we talked about the size we'd want our house would be and stuff... to tell you the truth, i never really wanted to get married and i hate babies and kids and never wanted one...but now,

i want to get married,

i want to have children,

i want to move away and live with happily with the one i love,

i want to spend the rest of my life with someone; him.

—~———~———————~———————~———~—

my plan for life was to go to become an artist,

move into a small apartment,

buy a cat and live alone

by myself in the middle of nowhere,

but now i've got something better :)

i don't have to be alone

now all i do is think about him

and patiently wait for us to grow up
♥

so we can begin

our future

♥

Photography - Stumped

Photography - Point of Focus

Photography - Rainbow Sea

Poem - It Was The Middle Of The Night

she walked to him steadily, her feet tapped on the pavement softly like rain
it was the middle of the night
she gazed up at him and glimpsed the moon shining bright
and the blanketed clouds reflecting in his darling eyes
not a word was spoken as he pulled her closer, thier bodies dampened by rain
thier warmth exchanged as he wrapped his arms around her,
an embrace too sweet for words
he could feel her eyelashes fluttering against his neck and her breath by his shoulder
she held him tighter and she felt so safe, nothing could hurt her when she's with him
she tilted up her head and kissed him
the breeze carried his hair for only a second
and he told her he loved her
she told him she loved him as well
she's all he ever wanted
he's all she's ever dreamed of
two imperfect people
in one perfect love
they walked together, thier feet tapped on the pavement softly like rain
it was the middle of the nigh

—thoughts.

*lost*

sometimes it really seems like i really must be just stupid. i have the tendency to do things that hurt me and don't realize until way later. i say things i don't mean alot and then i beat myself up about it. i hate how when i'm mad i say things i don't wanna say. something was bothering me so i told my friend out of anger when i really didn't want him to know. he said he wouldn't tell. he didn't say a word until tonight so he kept it in for about a month but still...i feel horrible. and it makes me seem really bad when i'm really not. :( Now, what happenned was that my best friend is dating my ex, but she sent pictures to my current boyfriend (although they were still together at the time, it did happen a while ago) when i found out i was pretty mad about it...i felt a little stabbed in the back. in my head i was thinking: she already got my last boyfriend, why is she going for the one i have now? (i mean yeah, its hard not to like him and he's super hot...who wouldn't want him?  but still she should respect whats mine!) i had to go through my head over and over again "she's your friend, you can trust her, it was nothing." i've got it drilled into my head that it was nothing, but from the outside world it probably looks like i'm getting revenge, which is definately not the case. I'm not the type of person who would get back at someone. i try hard not to be. i didn't even mean to do this and i realy didn't do anything. no one is mad at me (yet) but i'm sure its coming...if only i could control what i say when i'm angry...and thats why i try to stop myself from getting mad and cover it up with sadness, but that may be bad too..

i feel really bad about this and i didn't mean any harm

i just want to say i'm sorry

some pictures i took on the ride home from New York

they were also taken in a moving car.

in the first picture you can actually see the glare from the car window

so the rest were taken with the window open

a couple times the camera almost flew out the window....

haha, well enjoy!

some pictures i took...i thought they were nice

i took these while riding in the car with my friend Katie. i thought the sunset was really pretty so i took out my camera and tried to get a picture of it before it was gone...

all the pictures were taken in a moving car so i'm sorry for the blurr

it's nice to not be scared anymore

for a little while, i was afraid

i was afraid of the word "forever"

i was afraid to listen to love songs

i was afraid to tell people things

i was afraid i would never find anybody

i was afraid of getting hurt again if i did

but i have nothing to be afraid of anymore

he's shown me that i don't have to be <3

"glameep"

you know you're happy when you truthfully can not find a single word to describe it. Well me and my boyfriend had to make up the word glameep to describe how happy we are, we were on the phone and he said we should make up a word (of course he said that through the massive giggling) so he said he would make up one part and i would make up another. he said "gla" i just squealed and giggled because i didn't know what to say, (and i thought the way he said "gla" was cute, haha.) Then finally yesterday, there's this inside joke kinda thing where i decided a certain part of me could talk, but when i spoke to it all it said was "meep" and he said that should be the second half of the word and i agreed. so instead of us being happy with eachother, we are glameep! :D

Photo Collection - Quiet Girl

one of my ways of self-expression is through pictures and photography.

here's a collection of photos i call

"quiet girl"

the last two, i actually took months ago, all the others were taken this morning.

as some may know, i'm really quiet. there are some people who've never heard me speak. there's alot of reasons that i don't say much:

i think i might say the wrong thing,

i dont want someone to get the wrong impression,

 i hate my voice,

 my voice may crack,

 no one will hear me anyway

they might not pay attention

i don't like my teeth

and so on...

 alot of the time, i really just don't know what to say or have nothing to say. i'm always thinking or writing something in my head...my brain overloads. if i feel happy, i'll feel alot  happier than i really am. if i get sad, i feel 10x sadder than i should. my brain gets tangled up easily and i wish it didn't. but that's why i'm so shy and quiet,

i think things will be alot better if i kept my mouth shut

EVERYTHING makes sense now!

For a long time, i've been wondering...

why has everything that has happened in my life happened?

after 8 and a half years of contemplating the answer is finally clear to me,

everything that has happened in my life has led up to me meeting this boy.

there is no possible way i would have ever imagined that this was the reason,

something so magnificently spectacular happening to me, me!

So it goes like this...

(i'll start at the beginning and work my way through.)

—Back when i was about 4 and my sister was a baby, my mom packed all of our stuff and told me we were going on vacation to grandma's house. Of course, i believed her. We ended up living with my grandma until i was 8, then i found out something...

—Summer of 2nd grade, around July, i was 8 and my sister was 4. My mom says "we're moving to a new house" i asked my mother, "well, when are we going back to Fort Campbelle from vacation?" she told me we weren't on vacation. i asked "well, when is Papi getting here?" she said he wasn't going to live with us. I was confused. She told me she had divorced my dad. I was in shock. My mom lied to me.

—After getting used to the house, i had made a strong friendship with my neighbor Alix (we are still best friends to this day.) In 5th grade my school closed. I ended up going to another Christian school called Eden Grove Academy, it was completely and horribly miserable. thier curriculum was a grade and a half over the curriculum of my previous school so i failed...again. By the time 7th grade came around, my mom was convinced i could go to the public school and Alix & Devin were my only friends, i had class with Devin but he sat across the room and Alix was in a totally different class.

—The first friend i made in a public school was Marquis. I ended up sitting across from him at lunch just looking for an open seat, since i really didn't know anybody. He got my attention by saying he wanted to put his beef in a girl's taco...i thought he was hilarious! he's like a big brother to me.

—One day around Halloween i went to a dance at school with my friends Alix and Kayla, that day my classmate and friend Sydney introduced me to Hannah. By spring, we were running track together and we have so much in common we call ourselves twins, even now, that was almost 4 years ago...i cant believe it.

—8th grade, i officially met Nick. My friend Kayla had a huge crush on him the year before and i thought he was cute, he was Marquis' best friend so we ended up seeing each other alot. and we had to sit next to eachother almost all year in almost every class. i ended up really liking him then since the summer of 8th grade, after all those rocks he threw at my head, we ended up going out. it was a really quiet relationship but everyone knew. we wouldnt even touch eachother and barely talked, but it was the best thing ever to me. he was my first love. after a year, we finally hugged. a few days later was my first kiss which was with him. we were off and on until around the beginning of last school year then...

—"Never again" the words hit me like a brick. he had broke up with me for good. 2 weeks later, because i knew i wouldn't get him back, i started dating my best friend Pete. We had been close friends for about a year and i really liked him. After we'd been dating only a month and a half he told me he loved me...i was a little scared but i said it back and meant it after i thought about it. I trusted him to take care of my heart, but eventually he broke it. After 7 and a half months of us dating, he said he didn't want us to hate eachother over anything and didn't want to lose me as a friend. it would have torn me apart...would have.

—As i've said before, on Pete's birthday while we were still together, his friend brought a bunch of people to skate up at a school with our friend Brett. That was the first day i saw Nicko...on the last day of school he found me and asked me if i remembered him and got my number. It was like an instant friendship. Next day, Pete dumps me. Nicko cheers me up then we hang out that Monday. 2 weeks later i was already in love, we both were. "Its like being infatuated with your best friend," as i said about love. We started goin out.

—After many memories, text messages, hugs, kisses and phone calls, we came to a revelation. We are the right people for eachother. We're both so happy, we've never been so happy in our lives! The people at my church and my friends and family are all so surprised, they said they'd never seen me this happy before, thats because i've never been this happy before!

i'm finally realizing why everything in my life has happened

in perfect sequence, everything has led up to him and i meeting

even after my mom lyring and the heartbreaks,

finally,

the one person

who truly gets me.

the one person

who's just like me.

the one person

who wont judge me.

the one person

who thinks im perfect,

who thinks im pretty,

who thinks im the right one

finally,

the one person

who loves me for me

me meeting him has got to be why all this has happened,

it just makes so much sense

for once, everything makes sense

Me and My Love <3

it was the last day of summer for him, and man am i gonna miss it. if it wasn't for him, my summer would have been terrible. aren't we cute? :D today, well, yesterday he was wearing tripp pants...i had never seen him in them before, and it was driving me crazy! i love them on him!!!

i like his kisses! no, actually, i love his kisses :)

SUCCESS! he took that and got it FIRST TRY!

we were walkin to Speedway...as usual, lol

like every time we hang out we go there

we both like this one, just cuz :)

Photography - His Last Day of Summer

the first song i ever learned in German...

yes, those are some of the lyrics of the song Rette Mich by Tokio Hotel.

i heard it while i was with my boyfriend, he showed me the video.

i really wasn't a fan of Tokio Hotel...AT ALL!

i hated them actually.

but after i heard Rette Mich, i couldn't get it out of my head

i now realize, i didn't hate the band at all

i just don't like thier songs in English!

i like them in thier language, German

So i learned the song in German,

 it took me half an hour

but i really love the song!

i like the video verson of the song,
this one is from when the band was younger so its all high pitched XD

still sounds good though

i like the other better still...

i just said that like twice....

Lyrics - In The Nature of Love

I'm outside

soaking up the moonlight

i wish you were here, tonight.

I wont go
anywhere

just in case you want

to be here

i love the sky,

the stars that shine,

but none will shine as bright as you.

i watch the water flow,

i see the flowers grow,

but none will grow as strong as my love for you;

its true...

the sun rises up,
and then i stare
into your eyes,
i'd love to be there

the clouds may pass me by,
and i can't reach that high...
unless i'm with you cause then
i can fly.
'don't even have to try

i love the grass,
i love the clovers,
but even 4 leaves will never be as lucky as i am
i love the trees,
i love the breeze,
but you're the only breeze that could sweep me off my feet
i'll never be defeated...

I'm outside
soaking up the moonlight
i wish you were here, tonight.

I wont go
anywhere
just in case you want
to be here

Love Lingers in Life

—I guess after getting my heart broken time after time, i thought i would never find myself being in love...i had fallen in love twice and all that came out of it was my heart shattering over and over again. Now though, i think i really found the right person. The guy in the picture to the right is my boyfriend, Nicko. He's amazing.

—Its funny how we met, on my ex boyfriend's birthday we were all at Jane Hoop Elementary where my friend Brett was skateboarding. Pete and Brett's friend Pablo said he was coming and bringing people. Nicko was one of the people who came with him. I caught him looking at me a couple times (because i was looking at him too) but i never thought we would even see eachother again or even be friends or anything.

—On my last day of school, he found me and asked if i remembered him, of course i did, so i gave him my number and we were talking about random stuff. i thought he was really cool. The next day, Pete dumps me and of course i was devastated. Nicko said he wanted me to feel better so he asked me to hang out at the mall that Monday, so i went. He bought me coffee from Gloria Jean's and even took the time to walk me home We talked every day, and after only 2 weeks we had become best friends. I'd come to his house, and he'd come to my house. We'd talk for hours and hours about anything and everything and i wasnt even shy around him, it might have been because of how much alike we are. We were hanging out so much his parents thought i was his girlfriend...but i wasn't...and i wasn't planning to be. At the time, i really didn't want a boyfriend. After my last relationship shattered into sh*t, i didn't want to go through any more of anything,

but all of that soon changed...

—He told me he wrote a poem about me, i was really surprised. i told him i wanted to read it but he didn't want me to. After a while he finally decided i could see it. He rode his bike to my house, gave it to me, and left. he said he didn't want to see my reaction. Turns out, its the sweetest thing i've ever read in my life. (i would show it to you, but i don't know if he'd like that) That night, there was a thunder storm, a bad one. I'm afraid of storms and he was there to help me through it so i didn't cry my head off. The crazy part: i read the poem he wrote for me earlier that day and the storm calmed down completely... its gotta be a sign or something! And that's when i started falling for him.

Something funny:

here's a txt convo i just had with him.

3:33 - Nicko - Yay lol

3:33 - Me - Yay? haha

3:34 - Nicko - i shited =D

3:34 - Me - XD i love you! haha

3:35 - Nicko - i love you to!! hah

3:37 - Me - Yay! :D haha wow that was so random hahaha

3:38 - Nicko - .I no! Hah wens the last time u poopd?

3:39 - Me - This morning haha

3:40 - Nicko - Yay for pooping!

3:40 - Me - Woohoo!

Now that's what you call talking about random crap!

God, i love my silly boyfriend :)

—He actually had asked me out over text, i think more than once. my answer was always something around "i don't want another boyfriend" or something. then one day, (june 30,) he asked me out and i said i would go out with him if he asked me in person. i had never been asked out in person before. (how selfish of me, i forced him into giving me what i wanted...thats so mean!) but he came over and right before he left i remember i was leaning against my moms car i think and i was hugging him and he said "will you go out with me" and i said yes :) i'm so glad i did, or i definately wouldn't be as happy as i am right now. Actually ever since the first day we hung out i was getting less depressed every day, and i owe it all to him. a day or two later, i was off for New York for 2 weeks. When i came back, i had only been home for a few hours, and he came over to give me a hug and a kiss. He was the first non-family member i saw when i got back, and i was SOOOO happy to see him :) i missed him alot.

—We have only been going out for a little while, but it almost feels like longer. We hung out all the time, i remember going to a festival with him and rode something for the first time. We pretty much always liked eachother, in fact we loved eachother before we started being boyfriend and girlfriend. i remember us standing in my driveway and he asked me what love was to me...i described it as being infatuated with your best friend, because you know eachother so well but you cant stop thinking about them. After i tried to explain it, all i could do was think HIM. so, for the first time i said it first. I said i loved him and he said he loved me too. I've never been the first person to say "i love you" but this time i wasnt scared...and i couldn't hold it back.

—There's so much to say about him, he's just extraordinary to me. He's talented, he plays instruments, he's into art, we like the same music, he's random, we're comfortable around eachother, he's a risk-taker...he's got the most beautiful eyes and a charming smile, he's not so tall that i feel like a bug, and he doesn't critisize me for being me...i couldn't ask for anything more.

For a minute, i thought it didn't

but its true that

Love Lingers in Life
♥

a couple of pictures i'd like to show off :)

*lightbulb*

some times i get bored, so i take alot of pictures

this is one of my newest —and one of my favorites.

its like "i have an idea!" but in a kind of creative way

when i took the picture i actually wasnt meaning to get the lightbulb

i was only aiming to get the lighting

the picture was a mistake, but all the other ones were bad

some mistakes are good :)

i made a sign for my boyfriend Nicko :D

he hasnt seen it yet, but hopefully he will when he does!

Painting - I'm sorry

i always paint what i feel,

and at the time i felt very sorry.

 i said something and my boyfriend took it wrong.

he thought i didn't care about him...and it broke my heart.

thats the last thing i'd want him to think,

i do care about him

alot

the hearts flow into tears to show that with love also comes pain

the heart flows into to tears to say "i love you and i'm sorry"

Photography - Power Lines Divide

Photography - Hiding Cloud