i lightened it so it wouldnt be so dark then soften my skin and added blush & background...it made my hair look brown because it needs to be redyed but i didnt feel like fixing it..
i was wearing blush, eyeliner eyeshadow and it was barely showing in the picture same with the rest of the colors so i brightened them & tried to bring them out, & need to redye my hair...and soften my skin even though i was wearing foundation...
i was wearing blush and eyeliner & purple eyeshadow & it wasnt showing like it was in real life so i enhanced it, darkened my hair & added the glow and thats it
brightened, added bg and cross processed
fixed the colors and added the contrast and glow
i'm self conscious, obviously... can't you tell?
honestly, i just edit my pictures because it's fun to me and i do it mostly for fixing the colors and i have bad skin, but despite how much i hate being black i don't lighten myself any...
and it's still me in these pictures, i still look the same
but i look as pretty as i think i should, but i dont...
i have 50$ and i think i'm gonna spend it all on makeup. then i can look as pretty as i wish i did. it just makes me feel like powerful in a way because i can change whatever i want and not everyone knows how to do it, and then at the end i feel so proud and pretty because i know it's still me on that picture and that's how pretty i COULD be. i don't know, idk how to explain it