happy mood ~

~ not alot of makeup today ~

(took these when i first woke up)

i have a happy since last night ~

finally!! hopefully it will not leave just yet~ but it might ~

i am very scared for the upcoming  days, from tomaro all the way thru next monday, i will probably be in a  very very bad mood if i am not distracted

 yesterday nicko asked me to meet him at the bowling alley after school, so i rode my bike to there (its only a short ride) but it took longer than i thought from having to cross the street so many times

i only got to stay for a short time... i think less than an hour >.< i was really sad when i left... i wanted more attention  ...he was bowling with his friend Tommy. i cant bowl >.< i bowl a 42... thats really bad!!! tommy bowled like a 170-something and i was like  when he got 5 strikes in a row... but then nick got 2 strikes and tommy started to get unlucky *giggles mischeviously* i dont like Tommy so i wanted him to do bad xD

when i got home you know what time it is!

 ← you know it :)

he was all sweet the whole time ^_^

at one point i had my webcam on and forgot it was on then started doing my hair

and since i forgot it was on, i didnt know he was watching me and i started to do my hair

he text me and said "ur so pretty aw" and i blushed everywhere!!!

then he called me back a few minutes later.

i could get used to this haha

and this pixel i made for me and rabbito-chan ♥

our friendship means so much to me :)
i'm making a few more of these :)
candytuft, aidyl and koo: you should all keep watch! i'm making yours soon ^_^
i love you all so much
you guys help me through everything and i ♥ you guys forever!
you're all true friends :)

why am i wierd? i'm really starting to hate it.

ever since i was little, i've never been so dependant on friends or other people that i wasn't always doing my own thing.

i did try to fit, i was in maybe 2nd or 3rd grade, but it just wasnt me..

i always liked "different" things, but i never thought they were wierd...i thought people were just being mean, but they really do think i'm wierd..

people think it is "wierd" that i like music in different languages, that i like anime, that i constantly write out my feelings into songs or poems or the way i like to dress or talk...it's like every single thing about me is wierd!!!

i really don't like the word "wierd" ...i prefer "unique," "different" or "uncommon." i've also been called "strange" which kind of hurts my feelings :( but what can i do about it?

conform? no. because that doesnt make me happy at all.

kill everyone who doesn't like it? ...possibly. xD

i WILL listen to my finnish bands, i WILL watch my anime, i WILL sing in korean, i WILL write out my feelings and i WILL wear all the god damn fishnet stockings i want!!! because that is what I like. and those are the things that keep me somewhat content...

i don't see what is so hard to understad...

they like jersey shore, i like peach girl.

they like David Beckham, i like Ville Valo.

they like seventeen magazine, i like Metalhammer.

they like facebook, i like blogger.

they like harry potter...i like Negima!

they like adam lambert, i like gackt

they like burgers, i like sushi

chicken noodle on a sick day? i like miso

i'm not nearly as "wierd" as they think...

i don't care what they think :) im gonna keep being me.

hardest thing in the world.

i hate this month.. i just wanna skip over it.. i'm so serious

i dont want wednesday to come.. and i dont want thursday to come..

i can't concentrate and i have to do a monologue on next monday

November 22 -my unlucky day.

i'm not going to make it in the school play 

i wont be able to memorize the part i'm supposed to read

i cant do it.. it's too much..

there's only one audition day. i'm not even going to try out..

and this morning me and nick had a fight.. and last night we had a fight.. mean words exchanged... i wont get into detail but as you can tell by my post from the middle of the night last night, i was really shook up.

he was sweet and tried to cheer me up after it, because he's sweet and he doesnt want to fight with me... but i cant help but be upset after we fight...because we never fight.

i almost said something i really would have regretted :( i just want to hide in a hole...

but i cant do that... hiding wont help anything... we have to stick together and make it work but i didnt know how hard this would be :(

i need all my friends right now

just pray for my mom and me & nick and my family

we need it..

Ten Days post 2 - Day 5

Day 1; 10 things you want to say to 10 different people
Day 2; 9 people who have influenced you
Day 3; 8 pictures to describe how you're feeling
Day 4; 7 things you do every day
Day 5; 6 songs you listen to on a daily basis
Day 6; 5 things you wish you could change
Day 7; 4 things you're craving
Day 8; 3 people who inspire you
Day 9; 2 books you've read and liked
Day 10; 1 symbol that represents you


1. in joy and sorrow - HIM
2. only you can save me - the 69 eyes
3. when love and death embrace - HIM
4. she's not like the other girls - the rasmus
5. love you to death - type o negative
6. love you like i do - HIM

distraught..

i don't know...i just...*sigh* its hard to explain..

what happened? i cant sleep anymore at all.. i fall asleep and i cry and wake up...then cry more when i wake up. and then i don't stop until i have to go to school, then i wash my face and walk to the bus stop and fake my happiness all day. then come home and keep doing it.. my notebook is the only person i can talk to sometimes...which i wouldnt mind as much if it didn't cramp the hell out of my hand... but i hate this.. i don't know how much more i can take and i dont know how i feel besides hurt..

that doesn't even cover it. 

i need to be held and kissed again.. i need comfort and care.. and i really need a back massage... but i dont know the next time i'll get any of that.. i blew up on nick.. i feel horrible.. but im glad i didn't blow up as big as i felt like.. it would have made every thing so much worse. i'm so stressed out over my feelings right now :( if any word could describe the way i'm feeling right now, it would be heartbroken.. 

he showed me this song.. i know he did on purpose..

he asked me if i liked it... i dont know.. i hate it... 

it just reminds me of the negative feelings that i want to go away

but they wont.

and it looks like they never will..

but i can dream right?

i cant sleep...

i dont want to live here

i had a bad weekend again and my moms getting big surgery thurday..

and wednesday will be horrible..

there is nothing that can help anything. all i can do is lay here and suffer

i dont know if i can do this..

and i hate crying..

Ten Days post 2 - Day 4

Day 1; 10 things you want to say to 10 different people
Day 2; 9 people who have influenced you
Day 3; 8 pictures to describe how you're feeling
Day 4; 7 things you do every day
Day 5; 6 songs you listen to on a daily basis
Day 6; 5 things you wish you could change
Day 7; 4 things you're craving
Day 8; 3 people who inspire you
Day 9; 2 books you've read and liked
Day 10; 1 symbol that represents you

1 talk to nick
2 go to school
3 think
4 check my email
5 want to hurt someone
6 check my blog
7 listen to music

Ten Days post 2 - Day 3

Day 1; 10 things you want to say to 10 different people
Day 2; 9 people who have influenced you
Day 3; 8 pictures to describe how you're feeling
Day 4; 7 things you do every day
Day 5; 6 songs you listen to on a daily basis
Day 6; 5 things you wish you could change
Day 7; 4 things you're craving
Day 8; 3 people who inspire you
Day 9; 2 books you've read and liked
Day 10; 1 symbol that represents you

dude thats too many pictures...

...simpler

something good that happened in november..

i stumbled upon this post today

http://sincerelyberry.blogspot.com/2009/11/im-good-at-things.html

i miss those cute things..

tag from Aidyl ^_^

If I wasn't myself...

(wierd!!!)

but...

...a month: june

...a weekday: /friday

...a time of the day: 3:07 (when i get home from school xD)
...a planet: pluto! my home planet <33 xD
...a sea animal: manatee!!! :D
...a direction: down
...a number: 5
...a piece of cloth: nick's hoodie  :]
...a piece of jewelry: pterodactyl necklace :D
...a cosmetic article: mascara
...a flower or a plant: sugar cane
...some liquid: um... teehee... (dirty mind) >;D *giggles mischeviously*...
...a tree: willow tree
...a bird: falcon
...a piece of furniture: tall chair
...a weather condition: partly cloudy and about 60 degrees F
...a mythical creature: cute little faeries ^_^
...a colour: purple
...an element: water
...a car: mmm really old bugotti :] 
...a song: Join Me In Death by HIM <333
...a movie: Let The Right One In
...a bodypart: *dirty mind comes back* hehehehe >:] *misses her boyfriend*... >_>'
...a subject at school: government :D
...an object: noodles @_@
...one word: PooP
...a physical feeling: connstipation :(
...a drink: root beer :D
...an ice cream flavour: green tea
...a fairytale: bunbuku chagama
...a city: Helsinki

i just had fun with it ^_^

i tag... Rabbito, Nick, Koo and Candy Tuft! :D

♥

i wore my hair up O_O omg!

i always wear my hair down but today i decided to put it up

it was tickling my neck XD

see the bright face? i'm sunny today cuz i get to hang out with nicko ^_^

texting him this morning ^_^ hehe its a daily routine XD

when i signed in this morning i saw 2 things that made me happy:
1 i saw that Candy Tuft had a new post!! i missed you!!

then i saw this picture on rabbito-chan's blog:

we match!! =D

totally made me morning even better ♥

and thank you for all your comments! you guys are always there for me!

i ♥ you all forever!

rabbito aidyl koo and blaze!

♥~♥~hugs~n~kisses~♥~♥

here's a better picture of my hair

my teacher said she thinks it looks cute like this and to do it more :] i might

today should be a good day ^_^

hopefully me and nicko can go to the mall today

i wanna look at stuff xD

and i just found out my friend has a job at a new pizza place in the mall by my house

and that they are desperate for new workers!!

i think i'm gonna apply =D

Ten Days post 2 - Day 2

Day 1; 10 things you want to say to 10 different people
Day 2; 9 people who have influenced you
Day 3; 8 pictures to describe how you're feeling
Day 4; 7 things you do every day
Day 5; 6 songs you listen to on a daily basis
Day 6; 5 things you wish you could change
Day 7; 4 things you're craving
Day 8; 3 people who inspire you
Day 9; 2 books you've read and liked
Day 10; 1 symbol that represents you

1 - Nicko
2 - My dad
3 - Ville Valo
4 - Joan Jett
5 - Lacey Mosely
6 - Peter Steele
7 - Bam Margera
8 - Miss Kirkham (old math teacher)
9 - Mr. Matson (english teacher)

me...

i just realized that i've got 760-something blog posts and not one of them was an introduction! so i guess i'll make one right now ^_^

my name is Asberry Ann Quinones-Stewart but i only use my first last name. i used to just go by Berry (of various spellings) and i've been called Kitty since i was little, but the nickname really caught on a couple of years ago. I got it because i meow all the time and purr if you pet me (all the meows mean differnt things and yes, sometimes people pet me. dont ask xD)  I'm from Ohio but born in Kentucky. i am currently 17 years old and will be 18 on February 4th. I'm a very sensitive and very emotional person and i am very serious...i am extremely sarcastic, but i can't take sarcasm. i am very complex (to say the least) and i think (probably too) deeply about everything. i've got a post-traumatic stress disorder so certain things are hard to cope with and i'm scared of certain things because of it and get really really nervous about certain words or things that remind me of something that happened a different time.
i love art...i love dance, i love music, i love writing and every other form of self expression. in dance, ballet was my first love. in music, it's bass but the first instrument i ever played was a wooden flute. i've been drawing since i can remember and my mom said that she noticed i had a talent when i was 4 and a half when i drew somebody i knew (either from church or a family member) and she recognized them because of how i drew their ears. i love digital imaging and photomanipulation. i've never taken any classes to help me besides when i played a recorder in music class. i went to an art class outside of school for a while, but i ended up being the teacher's assistant. i also assisted teaching various dance classes with my mom along with choreographing for numerous productions back when we were in Cincinnati Black Theater Company, which i kind of miss.
when it comes to sports, i like those too, but not nearly as much. my favorite sport is hockey, which i was into for a few years and was good at, but i love baseball and i like soccer. i always wanted to play soccer but i never really had the chance. baseball, i was good at, but after the baseball field i always played at was torn down i stopped.
i've always been a cynical kind of person. i use a lot of sarcasm but i saw a lot of silly things as well and half the time i don't make any sense. sometimes i like to do things that only i think is funny, like curse at someone in an unpopular foreign language when they make me mad, but i get a laugh out of it xD there really arent a lot of things that i think is funny, but i'm amused by little things, like cloud shapes xD
i write stories and if you want to read them, i've got links to them:

Those Things I Should Have Said.. (12 chapers, still writing)

[http://thosethingsishouldhavesaid.blogspot.com]

Sorry, It was Just Me (4 chapters, still writing)

[http://sorryitwasjustme.blogspot.com]

Orphans (finished, but may continue/revise)

[http://orphansbyberry.blogspot.com]

funny facts about me:

• i cant say any words that end in "arn," as in yarn, sounds like yawen when i say it. 
• every meow means something different, one of my meows means "feed me macaroni" but i dont use that one very much
• my favorite colors have always been purple, blue and green
• i cant read books. books=words + paper, all i see is paper, and paper = drawing...then i draw in the books >.<
• i have a shirt from pre-school that i can still wear
• i can sing in Korean, German, Finnish, Spanish and Japanese 
• my first blogger friend was the amazing and kawaii ~ Rabbito Roy Lee! :D ♥ !!
• i used to not want kids and i used to not believe in families but Nick changed my mind :)
• i get pooped on by birds alot :(
• i get embarrassed easily and then cover my entire face with my hands
• i squeak when i yawn

meep :D

well if you wanna know anything else just say it or if there's anything else you wanna know about me :)

"i will do anything that i am physically capable of doing, to get you over her."

Goodmorning all.

i woke up at 6:32 today...so i had to rush out of the house to be at the bus stop at 6:35

and i don't even smell bad or look like a mess.
can we say pro?! yah we can :)
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the quote at the top is something nick said to me last night..

you know the person i've been talking about in my posts lately?

the one that i say i hate?...

these arent my first posts about that person.

you guys might remember last november when i posted a song i wrote called "ifatu[h]ated." that was about her.

maybe that might give you a clue.

i'll finally let you guys know that the person i hate is nick's ex girlfriend.

i used to be the person who never got jealous of any girl ever.

the first time i ever got jealous was the summer nick and i started dating and he said something (that i wont repeat) that actually made me really really jealous. it wasn't mean or anything, but it definately made me jealous.but i forgot about it and wiped it from my mind.

then in the fall, i started to get more jealous.

i wont say everything...

remember that post about the band Deus Mortum and how the show was great and it was my first photography gig? well lets just say something seriously ruined my day..

ever since then, i have become a really jealous.. its so bad to the point where i don't look at his shoes anymore because she works at the store he got them from and reminds me of a bad weekend.

it bothers me every day..

last night on the phone nick said

"i will do anything i am physically capable of doing, to get you over her. what can i do."

i said i couldn't really think of anything..

he said "i will personally give you everything you don't like in my drawers and let you burn them."

i didn't really know what to say..

and if he means "anything" then i've already got a list...

and so far it keeps getting longer...

and longer...

and longer..

Ten Days post 2 - Day 1

Day 1;  10 things you want to say to 10 different people
Day 2;  9 people who have influenced you
Day 3;  8 pictures to describe how you're feeling
Day 4;  7 things you do every day
Day 5;  6 songs you listen to on a daily basis
Day 6;  5 things you wish you could change
Day 7;  4 things you're craving
Day 8;  3 people who inspire you
Day 9;  2 books you've read and liked
Day 10; 1 symbol that represents you

1 - you'll do anything you're physically capable of doing to get me over her? ...anything? if you mean it, then you've got alot of work ahead of you...
2 - you seriously don't look like you weigh 130.
3 - stop copying me.
4 - i hate seeing your face all day.
5 - get the f*ck off of my suggested friends! i f*cking hate you! you make me want to delete my G@d D@mn Facebook!!
6 - stop talking to my boyfriend unless you want to get your ass beat. come to his house one more time. bet you i'll be there with a shank, wager being stomach or maybe your neck if i'm in that good of a mood ^_^
7 - i feel sorry for you...i'm guessing people treating you like you're foreign doesnt really help you feel at home. i'm sure that girls in your home country don't ask you to talk every five seconds xD
8 - good luck telling her about your kid.
9 - i like your hair.
10 - shut the hell up and do your work! i dont want to talk to you!!!

l a s t n i g h t . . .

last night, for the first time in a really long time
i cried.
alot.
i think too much..
and i'm scared
i'm confused and i'm hateful
...i didn't know why i was here
and i didn't want to be.
i was thinking about somebody...
and i hate her so much..
she makes me not want to do any of the things i love
i dont want to dance
i dont want to draw
i dont want to paint
i dont want to design anything
i dont want to go to movies
i dont want to go to malls
i dont want to play bass
i dont want to run track
i cant wear nikes
i can barely wear my converse
i cant play with my old dolls
i cant listen to dubstep or screamo
i cant play 3 days grace

i am so jealous of her..
i say i'm better than her all the time just to hope that i will believe myself and wish it was true..

all i thought to myself was:
"if you can do everything i can do...
why am i even here?"

i would feel different if she wasnt older than me.. but she is
i hate her so much...
i used to just want her to go away
but now... i just want her dead..

or i at least want to move far away
i dont even want to be in this state


there are too many feelings i am feeling right now to write them out into a post...i need to talk to someone in person that can at least try to comfort me. i need to be held.. or i'll try to go for a walk to clear my head when i get home..

song of the day:
When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh

She's running out again
She's running out
She run run run run...
run... run...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't belong here...

Poem - I'm Fine

from independant
to dependant
that is what happened to me

where did i go?

solitude versus loneliness
and the right side wins
but it shouldn't be the right side

what am i now?
i am by myself

i hold in my feelings
and i cant let them out
i don't want to make you mad
and i don't want to cry
and i cant cry to you
but i cant cry to anyone else
you're the only one that would understand

i hate holding it in
but i would hate to let it out
niether is good, but i have to hide that i'm hurt
it's not supposed to bother me.

now i have a half-fake confidence
and i know how to use it
but i'm having a guilt trip over lying
lying to both you and myself


but you already know,
you know that i'm not fine.


i don't want to hide anymore
but i don't want to let it out
i don't want to go crazy
even though i already am
and i don't want you to go
and i don't want to push you away
and i don't want you to think i am insane


even though you already know that i am.

i just want you to be mine.
i want to feel like you're only mine.

i want to not worry anymore.

i just want you to hold me.


will you?

i hate you forever

you make me feel like i shouldnt even exist. what is the point of me being here, if you can do everything that i do. i'm tired of seeing your face. i'm sick of hearing your name. i'm sick of thinking about you. i hate you. more than anything. i fucking hate you.

IMVU!!

does anyone have one?

if you do, look me up: Guest_AQ47

thats my screen name ^_^

me and my bf have one 

thats our avatars :D

you should add both of us and talk

...if you dont have one you should get one!!

oh my o_o

well someone was looking rather sexy this morning
now you know i'm not one to brag... i'm talking about nicko!
i got this picture on my cell this morning from him:

my face looked like this: O_O
*drools*

grr he makes me wanna do bad things to his cute little self  >.<
with all that pretty hair.. and that perfect face... and smooth body @_@
*drools all over table* ... *daydreams*
>_>
<_<
>_>'
*wipes off drool*
sorry >_<
i just cant help myself!

school uniforms never looked so good!

in my mind are pictures of a summer day...

walkin in the sand laughin our cares away ~ ♥

i love the peach girl theme!!! its always stuck in my head!

and im back with my anime look... webcam pics, no edit!!

not bad, eh? =)

 as usual sitting in the school cafeteria talking to nick through text

this morning he accidentally called me xD

it sounded like an earthquake!

and i was very happy when i checked my blogger to see a comment from Awee!

i missed her and her blog ^_^\

and of course my bff Rabbito <33

i ♥ her lots!!

and i have 42 followers now :D

i'm on my way to 50! i'm so excited ^_^

great now im off to class -.-

blg ya later!!

excuse me, miss... your bad side is showing.

friends...such an over-used word...

i should stop calling so many people my "friend." i mostly just have aquaintances. people i see at school, they're not really my friends, they don't know me as well as they think they do and probably dont even understand me...they couldnt if they tried. the only people who i can honestly call my friends, are my online friends. they're always nice to me. like Rabbito, Aidyl, Rineko, Candy Tuft...they are all so nice to me and like me and actually care. you guys are my friends :) then i have my two best friends, Nicko and Bella.

nicko - my best friend and fiance. i love him with all of my heart and always will. i will never let him go, he means so much to me. i'm always open with him and can tell him anything and he can do the same with me. we like the same things and likes doing the same things and always makes me so happy, he accepts me for who i am and doesnt care what i watch, or play, or do, and always loves me no matter what.

Bella - she is like my little sister. i have never met her in real life but we talk every day and sometimes have web cam chats. she loves music like i do and we like the same kind, and she's super random and writes stories and plays sims, so we always have something to talk about.

 all of you that are my real friends, i love you!! you guys have always been nice to me and talked to me when i needed someone, made me happy when i was sad and were nice to me when no one else really was.

you guys might not know this...but i'm really really shy in person. if i didnt know any of you in real life, and then i saw you...i would be too scared to even say hi! even if we were in a class at school. i'm really quiet and dont talk much. i'm an introvert and i tend to keep to myself as much as possible...blogging is like my get-away. its like paradise here because this is where i'm not shy.

i can express myself here and people not only pay attention...but they like it!

sometimes its like a dream... 

i have 41 followers and get aout 14 unique visitors every day...that means alot of people know who i am

you guys might not get how excited that makes me...

i'm noticed :) i like that

and i would rather have online friends than ones in real life

i dont like to hang out with a lot of different people, only certain ones

i really only like to hang out with nicko because he's the only person i am comfortable around

but i love to talk and send funny pictures and share thoughts...

so i love email and IM :)

and the friends i've made online are the best!!!

thanks to all of you :)

i love you guys!!!

and i dont mind making more friends here :)

so if u wanna say hi then go ahead :D

i remember when this song was only a wish...

No more blame

I am destined to keep you sane

Gotta rescue the flame...

Gotta rescue the flame in your heart.

No more blood,

I will be there for you my love.

I will stand by your side,

The world has forsaken my girl...

'should have seen it would be this way,

I should have known from the start what she's up to..

When you have loved and you've lost someone,

You know what it feels like to lose...

She's fading away,

Away from this world.
Drifting like a feather,

She's not like the other girls.

She lives in the clouds,

She talks to the birds,

Hopeless little one,

She's not like the other girls, I know..

No more shame,

she has felt too much pain, in her life, in her mind

she's repeating the words...

All the love you put out will return to you...

'should have seen it would be this way,

I should have known from the start what she's up to..

When you have loved and you've lost someone,

You know what it feels like to lose...

She's fading away,

Away from this world.

Drifting like a feather,

She's not like the other girls.

She lives in the clouds,

She talks to the birds,

Hopeless little one,

She's not like the other girls, I know..

yay!! ^_^

usually at night, nicko goes to sleep around ten

which leaves me sitting there all bored & sad

cuz i'm still wide awake!!

but yesterday night ~

i got him in such a good mood that he stayed on the phone with me!!

i was so happy

everytime i would make kitty noises at him

he would "go aww ur so cute!"

____________________________________________

and this morning he texted me earlier than usual

around 6:30 am ..i was like yay

and he called me cute again :D

he makes me happy :)

i always hate when he leaves for school cuz the phone goes off! that means no talking to my baby!!!

...at least not till after school :)

then i'll be happy again ^_^

anime girl ~ ? ♥

my anime girl picture! don't i look kawaii? xD

hahaha......anyway ~

 i was talking to nicko on the phone yesterday night

we were talking about random stuff ~ then got on the subject of being good at stuff

i realized that im not really good at anything anymore

its like i reached a certain level and just stopped...

not good at sports anymore, i stopped dancing, cant get into music too much, and i cant even draw better now :[ its like i reached my limit and got stuck!

nicko said: well how about school?

me: i dont know...

nicko: i want you to make first honors.

me:
[insert more things about school]
nicko: you can't marry me unless you go to college.
me: 
nicko: you dont have to go...but it means you cant marry me
me: ......okay i'll go to college 

i'm gonna marry him ^_^

i planned on going to college (since last year) anyway, but he was questioning whether he was going to go or not...but now he is! and he's gonna pass too :) and so am i!

you're gonna be all mine nicko baby xD

btw, follow his blog if you havent already!

alifelostbypastways.blogspot.com

that way you guys can learn more about him :)

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so i totally have the peach girl opening theme stuck in my head!

well, the english version XD

i like it...but i think i sing it better than the lady does >.<

should i make a video of me doing it? hahaha

i could totally show her up XD

i sound so cocky o_o' sorry ^_^'

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well i'm off to play sims!!!

you guys should check out my wallpapers i made

tell me what you think :D 

ttyl! ♥

she said (ah) Pyretta Blaze

i wish i was you, Pyretta Blaze...

"Beautiful yet dangerous
Thermogenic luminous
Like a moth drawn to a flame
I'm the same
All cremated equally

As a spark still I knew
I'll be lured be consumed
She a pyre incarnate incinerate
An inferno turned to flesh

You are the first will be my last
Will be my final words
Said she (ah) pyretta blaze

Say the words I long to hear
Pinch bite kiss suck lick and sear
In a pyromantic way
I'm her slave
Living for her to ignite

You are the first will be my last
Will be my final words
Said she (ah) pyretta blaze"

lucky lady...she sounds beautiful..

Follow my fiance's new blog please!

http://alifelostbypastways.blogspot.com/

if you followed his old one, or even if you didnt,

follow his new one! :)

and i have 40 followers now! yay!!! took me about 2 years XD

i'm so excited about it :)