it has been a horrible day...
and now i'm going to do horrible tomoro :(
i can pretty much say goodbye modelling dream...
i really needed today to be perfect
i fought through all my emotions to stay in a good mood
this morning was bad so i tried to keep my head up
just waiting for after school so i could talk to nick
...but he would barely talked to me
today was the first day in over 3 months that i didn't get to hear his voice.
i feel...incomplete... goodnight..