Sunday, November 28
see, this is why i don't ever rant. i think my friend thought i was talking about her in my vlog when i was ranting about how i didn't like a lot of girls and apparently hates me and thinks i'm a douche bag. i wasn't even refferring to her at all!!!! it didn't even cross my mind that she would have taken offence to my video... me and her had a wierd situation about a year and a half ago and we cleared stuff up/fixed it and made up but i think she thinks im still mad about it :( something i said in my video about a different situation with a different person sounded JUST like what happened with me and her. i wish i would have thought about that earlier!!! now i feel bad about it :( ugh... well i messaged her and told her who the video was really about but she didn't reply to it so i guess she doesnt care. well thats just great.... makes me feel worse! i wasnt trying to hurt her feelings or bring up anything bad i was just ranting about three particularly mean girls that i was angry at and she wasnt one of them :( ugh i'm sorry Hannah! ugh maybe i should put codenames in my vlog or something :\ i mean i cant say people's names in them cuz that would just be plain mean but if i say the names of all the people i'm trying to not offend then everyone will figure out who i'm talking about! i didn't even know she looked at my blog! most people i know in real life dont look at it. i'll keep vlogging i guess... but i'm probably never going to vent again. or sing...
x o , a e r i . t e r r o r ♥ sweetness loves me, tastes me, hears me. 28.11.10